YEAR 3 on Saturday, May 07, 2011
, 02:38
tired]Hi... whoever is reading this :) or whoever is still checking this space.
I'm only in my 3rd week of Year 3 Sem 1 and already feeling so drained and tired. My energy's depleted! Even if I have 4-days school week, that 1 day free will probably be spent on FYP :( It's tough. I'm extremely tired.
I'm juggling school, FYP, PD and tuition. & every week I cannot wait for the weekends to come. I'm glad I've quit track. Yes, you read it right. I quit. If you noticed, in the previous posts, I always said "stopped training" cause back then, I still sort of had "feelings" for track still. But it's all clear to me now, I don't have the urge to go back, I don't think about it so I guess it's safe to say that I have officially quit the IG (they do need to remove my name though from the whole admin thing).
& it really.. I don't know which word to use, upset? Irritate? Annoy? Either way, it (insert word here) whenever someone talks about the IG with me. I know it's cool and all that they still include me in but I really want a clean break from it. I don't even want to hear about it. I'm going to be honest. I had such a terrible time deciding whether or not to quit, because it's not only about quitting the IG, it's like... quitting competitive running altogether. I started running competitively in Primary 3, so I guess you can understand just how attached I get to it. There's so many feelings involved actually, you won't understand it if you only look at it at the surface so I don't blame you :)
So, I would appreciate it if the IG members don't talk about the IG when I'm with them :)
Lessons are getting very interesting. I am more interested in the topics we cover but it's so damn hard to score for daily grades :( I'm barely hanging on!
So, so tired :'(
But on a happier note :) my 2 sis surprised me with a super duper early birthday presents! Yeapp! PresentS! It wasn't only 1, but there were 2. I really didn't see it coming but no words can express just how much I appreciate the gifts and what they've done for me :D
Not going to reveal to ya'll yet what they got for me :) But just going to show ya'll where they got the presents from :D It was seriously uncalled for :)
I'm pretty blessed for my 19th birthday, which is still a month plus away. This 2 gifts, and just 1 more from my parents :) NOT... going to reveal that either :P
When the time is right. Well~ at least when I FEEL like the time's right, then I'm going to show ya'll :D
I didn't ask any of this from them. SERIOUS! What I CAN tell you is for the present in the Adidas bag... I've wanted it ever since I saw it in the booklet. & I've actually went to search for it myself cause I really wanted it. But at that time the item wasn't in yet so I sort of gave up. For the present in the ODM bag... THAT too, I searched for it. But to no avail. I suck at searching for stuffs. HAHAHA XD
But my sis managed to find them for me :) She's always been the better shopper, really. Hahaha XD I'm blessed and I can never thank them enough for it :D
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