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LIGHTNING

2012-01-16T03:14:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | touched]

Meet Lightning, our new family member :)

I volunteered to be a foster care-giver with SPCA and my first kitten I had to foster is this little one :) Picked him up from SPCA on the 14th and when I first saw him, I was surprised at how small he was. I knew I had to care for a kitten, but didn't expect him to be THAT small and THAT thin. I've to return him to SPCA on 10th Feb... I'm afraid I can't though :( Even if it has only been 2 days, I've grown really attached to him. Not only me, but my family too.

He's such a dear, really. We've successfully potty-trained him on the 1st day and he's been using his litter ever since. He absolutely LOVES cuddling with you to sleep because he likes the warmth we humans give out. He loves marking your legs with his facial scent. You know when a cat rubs its face around your legs? It's actually claiming you and telling other cats that you're already taken in a way :) Overall, such a dear and I love him very much even though it has only been 2 days.

If you know me well enough, I have always been a cat-lover. Have always wanted to have a pet cat since primary school and since I was always given a NO, my next goal was to at least volunteer with SPCA or cat welfare society. Thankfully, my parents gave me an okay-go for me to volunteer as a foster care-giver. So there you have it! :)

Here's evidence of how he loves to cuddle with you just so he can sleep :) (ignore my face kthxbye!)

PS: If you want to play with him, just come over to my house! :) Lightning's absolutely friendly and very manja! HAHAHA XD

MY 10/10 FRIEND.

2012-01-13T03:06:00.001+08:00

[MOOD | drained]

A friend randomly asked me to rate my level of friendship with 2 of my coursemates. Random and not something to rate because who rates friendship, but it was interesting :) I rated how well I get along with them, how often do I talk with them, any awkward moments, do I share anything at all about my personal life with them etc. Things like that.

Amidst the rating, I started to rate my other friends... & I realized that... not many were 10 out 10. The highest was 9. But I rated again and I realized, I do have a 10/10. Just... maybe not anymore?

HERE COMES 2011 IN A NUTSHELL

2011-12-31T03:27:00.006+08:00

[MOOD | indescribable]

If I were to easily summarize my 2011, it'd be "The Year Of Fun" :)

Passed BTT, FTT & currently taking driving practical lessons.
Underwent internship which I kept counting down till the end of it. It wasn't all that bad, it was pretty insightful, I just wished I had another intern with me in the company.
I tutored a P6 kid and she improved her maths & got into the Express stream.
I travelled to Australia, Brisbane in June and Hong Kong in December. (come to think about it, I never really made a post regarding my trip. HAHAHA XD I think I should soon)
My 1st sis got engaged to her I believe... boyfriend of 4 years :')
Went to my first ever concert, Super Show 3! SuJu was a case of "what-you-see-is-what-you-get". They really look the same as on TV/computer screen.
Went to my first fan party, TVXQ's :) very glad I decided to go for it cause there will be NO WAY I can see them other than that fan party. & Yunho is very good-looking and he really have a small face! Changdola~ you're good-looking too but Yunho's my bias :P
Went to my first ever autograph session, Block B's. Block B have 7 members, for the first 5 members, I was so starstrucked, I said NOTHING to them, I just requested for a hi-5. But thankfully, the last 2, my bias, Kyung and my sis's bias, Taeil... I managed to have a conversation with them :) & Kyung, thank you! :D thank you for understanding my broken korean and thank you for turning when I screamed your name during the showcase!

2011 indeed have been very eventful. I guess... it's my way of enjoying life after going through such an emotional 2010. I may have missed out even more events but these are highlights.

2012 is going to be challenging for me. What with graduation and after-graduation plans. But again, whatever 2012 has in store for me, I'll take it.

Happy 2012 everyone! :)

TVXQ! Asia Fan Party @ Singapore

2011-12-04T23:53:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | accomplished]

THEY. WERE. PHENOMENAL! :D

I'm so glad I made the right choice to go for their Fan Party cause how else would I be able to meet them live. Me being Yunho-bias was the biggest decision maker! HAHAHA XD But it was such an awesome night and they were flawless singing live on top of the dancing. Truly the group that is leading the Hallyu Wave :D

Didn't bring my camera cause I thought they security will be strict and they really were, so thankfully I didn't bring mine.

"Before U Go", "Maximum", "Rising Sun", "How Can I", "Why! Keep Your Head Down" & the medley of "The Way U Are" and "Mirotic". So glad I got to watch them live :)

& I wanted to get the towel but when I arrived it was already OOS, but I really really wanted a souvenir for myself. Something like a memento of me going to this event so I got myself the poster set. HAHAHA XD

Awesome night~ :) Won't forget. If they come back for a full scale concert.. you bet I'll be there! :D

BIRTHDAY!

2011-10-31T01:03:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | calm]

Happy 23rd Birthday 2nd one :) I love you.

First of all, I'm sorry me and number 1 didn't nail the Agnes.B bag :( You shouldn't be too picky. Tsk. But it's okay :) It all worked out well right?

Secondly, I hope you get a really nice company this time. I'm glad you're doing whatever you like and enjoy but the price you have to pay in order to be doing that is a little much. I hope you are able to nail either 1 of the 2 interviews you managed to get shortlisted for. I really don't want to be seeing you come home, all tired, all depressed and you throwing all your work vomits on me. I'm willing to listen but I don't think you deserve to go through all that shit. So here's to finding a nice new company! :D

Thirdly, I hope you are no longer depressed =/ I know very well the reason why you're even depressed is because of your current company so could you please.. leave. PRONTO. It sucks having to hear about your troubles and how you're feeling. You don't know how you're making me feel. & if it's not enough to have 1 of my sisters feeling depressed, I have the other sister joining you too -______- not cool. I even googled for depression to understand what you 2 are going through. Tsk. Please. Just leave the company.

Forth, I love you. A lot. Ma loves you too. Ayah loves you too. & I understand how suffocating they can be when you know... when it comes to the kaching. Cause I've been there. Even when I'm only like 16. Tsk. But just know that they have your best interest at heart. They want you to have savings. They want you to have that emergency money so that well, when you need money, you have them. I know you enjoy travelling, I do too. The 1st one do too. I mean honestly, who doesn't? I also know you love Infinite a lot and you're a good fan but please do you calculations first before you embark on your adventures. Me and number 1 have been telling you constantly why Ma is always after you for the kachings cause you always seem to be able to go travelling but can never seem to give Ma and Ayah their "allowance". Understand how that feels. & we've had this talk so many times about the kachings and family. But well, that's how our parents are :)

Lastly, I love you :) HAHAHA XD I know I've said that a lot of times but I love you! :D & there's still so many things I want to say but it's okay, I can tell you straight :) I love you! HAHAHA XD

Happy 23rd! :D

OVER.

2011-09-25T02:37:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | cranky]

Let's get something straight here. I loved you. I loved you with everything I had in me. But it was never good enough for you, I was never good enough for you. I would have done anything to keep you by my side, but you pushed me away for so long that I gave up. I've walked away from this and I can promise I'm never looking back. It hurts, and it's tough, but I can't keep on going with the way things are between us. It's over and it's been over for the longest time.

BE QUIET

2011-09-16T03:20:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | annoyed]

Hey asshole mo'fucker, you go away as you want? I'm not over, don't leave. I know everything, so hurry and come over here. This isn't the first time you played me. Isn't it a sympathetic cry for manners, but why are you going further away? You're already caught in the palm of my hand. Do you know how I feel right now? I feel like shit and it's beyond what you're imagining. No matter how much you apologize, my heart is filled with hatred. A close friend? Found out that it was her. You get around easily playing with every girls hearts. They must all be lining up. Fuck, what numbered sacrifice am I? You're the fisherman and I'm the fish. I'm going crazy. Look at me in the face and tell me. Say it already, I'm in a hurry. The presents you gave me, and the things you did for me. I want to ask about everything, everything. Asshole.

We can be good. The memories with you have ended. Whether it's habits or actions, even the smallest of your habits. I found out that you're fake. Boy please don't make me a fool. Just a story filled with excuses. Fuck you fuck attitude. Just thinking about it disgusts me and I pity myself. That's right, you were fake, and for it to be a mistake, it's too big to be one. Take note that my love which turned into hate. Will never forgive you, no matter what you do. Fuck, I'm going to go see you today. I'm going to receive the consequences of thinking that this would be the last time I ever love. You, who I can't even see anymore, I'm going to put you away in my heart forever.

I know, I know everything about your past. If you're going to explain yourself, don't even bother. Don't even try to make obvious excuses. Be quiet, quiet. Because of you, I threw my life away and it's going downhill. Be quiet, quiet.

Whoever you see that's not me. If you hug someone else and hold another hand. I don't care, but please don't lie to me. Just know the reason why you're making me mad.

ANYONE? HELP?

2011-09-04T02:21:00.005+08:00

[MOOD | geeky]

Anyone know where I can buy the LA dodgers 59fifty fitted cap? Especially these colours?

HAHAHA XD kay, sorry for the imbalanced photo size but that's the best I can find. I very much prefer the second cap cause there's more blue :) I don't mind the first but the second cap should be THE ONE I am looking for. The first cap is more of the alternative.

You can zoom into the cap if you go to this links;

http://www.goahats-business.com/los-angeles-dodgers-new-era-59fifty-fitted-black-hat-id1437-p-815.html

http://www.goahats-business.com/los-angeles-dodgers-new-era-59fifty-fitted-black-hat-id1446-p-824.html

If any of you know where I can find them (preferably the 2nd cap) PLEASE DO TELL ME! You can text me, if you know my number or you can email me at laila-adha@hotmail.com

Anywhere! Just anywhere! A physical shop or an online shop! Just tell me where to get them original, authentic! I will forever be thankful to you!

EDITED: If you're going to tell me, "oh you can get the caps at this place or this place", but no guarantee that the 2 caps I want are there then... please don't tell me. Don't get me so excited only to go there and see them not available :( So maybe you can tell me where I can get them only when you're certain they are there? Thank you in advance!

FURTHER EDIT: Oh yes, my head size is 7! HAHAHA XD

THE FYP TEAM WITH SO MUCH SWAG, HOTTIE, BABY AND TIAM ;D

2011-08-21T15:28:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | sleepy]

August 16th marked the end of our first FYP project! It's been such a ride doing this project with Su Swag, Sab Baby and Cheryl Hottie! HAHAHA XD Though we had such limited knowledge on Actionscript, we were still able to do it! :D

We've had many crazy moments with each other and I'm glad we don't have any unwanted drama :) Here's to another successful second FYP project next sem! :D

MY ONE AND ONLY BRUDDER!

2011-07-07T01:30:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | drained]

To my one and only Brudder, from another mother.... and father :)

Have fun at Melbourne and all ze best for all competitions! I won't know the feeling of the coldness there but I know it must be mad cold so please keep yourself very very warm! & keep yourself moistured, spam lotion or moisturizer on your face and legs and hands cause if it starts drying up, it's going to be really itchy! When you get back to Singapore you'll have ugly looking brown stuffs and you'll keep scratching like crazyyy!

Observe the local Aussies and the migrated ones! It's very interesting. & I know at the highway they go super fast like 110km/h and it's mad fast and shiok and exciting but please don't get used to it cause when you get back to Singapore, you'll think the bus drivers and the taxi drivers are all super slow drivers, it drives you insane!

Enjoy the weather! Cause Singapore don't have C: PLAY WELL and most most importantly! JUST HAVE FUN! :D

PS: Don't get homesick and don't cry :) kekeke XD

LET'S WALK DOWN A PAINFUL MEMORY LANE

2011-06-02T02:50:00.001+08:00

[MOOD | melancholy]

I found the phone I used back in 2008 and looking at the contents of the phone brings back so much bitter sweet memories. It's like a storybook in there. It tells about the start of my November Miracle, it also tells about the downfall of that Miracle and of course, it tells about the end of it. However, that phone also reminds me just how much My Bro has been there for me through whatever and I've always appreciated him for that. & I know I can never find any other friend, brother like him out there because he looks out for me like a brother and is always there for me like a true friend :) The phone also tells about such ridiculous, lame friends I have :D That phone is amazing, it holds so much of my secondary school memories, especially the last year of it.

When I looked back at the phone, I had only 1 intention and that was to delete everything related to the November Miracle. But, as I was looking through it all, I had second thoughts because what I would be deleting, are things I can never get back even if I had a million dollars (i guess =/ haha) So until now, I still kept it.

& then recently I just read this on her blog, "If someone's taken, they're taken. Don't try and ruin their relationship just because you want them." & I couldn't help but to stop, and think for a while. & in my heart, it whispered "I wished you knew about this then." But hey! It's all over!

I cannot get over how your story doesn't even match her story. I cannot get over how your story doesn't match the timeline you told me. I cannot get over how you acted all big and mature when talking to me. I cannot get over the hurt I felt after reading everything about the 2 of you. & what I cannot forget the most is you told me you still loved me but at that time, you were already with her. & you know, out of all the feelings you indirectly put me through, you know what killed me the most? You not having enough trust in me.

You know what? It hurts. It hurts so much. & I've been acting all cool, keeping it all in but it hurts so damn much. You wouldn't know how it feels cause what do you know? YOU were the cause of this hurt!

You know what? Yes! I acknowledge my mistake, for suddenly going MIA on you, not telling you anything or not letting you hear from me for a month. & I'm going to tell the both of you YOUR mistakes! Your mistake is not trusting me enough, so what if I went MIA for a month. SO FREAKING WHAT!? You couldn't get news of me, so did all of my friends alright!? Couldn't you think? I wasn't intentionally avoiding you, you dumbfreak! If I was intentionally avoiding you, shouldn't my friends know what I'm up to then? So? What did you do? You went to her!? You moved to her and started a freaking relationship with her!? Changing gifts and all!? SO WHAT WAS I THEN HUH!? Oh right, when all this happened, while you were sending her home after school, while you received gifts from her, you told me you wanted to focus on your studies but you ended with you still loved me. YA RIGHT!! HOW IS BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HER FOCUSING ON YOUR STUDIES HUH!?!?!?!?!? HOW COULD YOU TELL ME YOU STILL LOVED ME WHILE BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE ELSE!?

& you! You know what your problem is? You clearly knew about my relationship with him, YOU KNEW! So why did you go along with it? You could even tell me you weren't happy while being with him but there were still happy times with him. HELLO!? MAKE UP YOUR MIND!?

& you know what's the joke in all this? The guy tells me the girl confessed to him whereas the girl tells me the guy confessed to her. Now what? Did the both of you team up to make a fool out of me? You know what, you succeeded!

You see, this is what happens if you keep this in for far too long, all this feelings will come up years later. I'm well over it all but to feel emotionally healthy, I have to let this out!

*breathes in* I guess I'm done. This penned up feelings are finally let out! C: Been keeping it in since it all happened. I tried to be mature and rational then, but now that it's all over, WHO FREAKING CARES? :D

UNWELL 2 WEEKS

2011-05-28T02:42:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | gloomy]

HALLO HALLO! HAHAHA XD Kay now I'm just being annoying. Cause that's usually what 1 of my faci's say to get our attention. I find him to be a real annoyance though =/ kekeke XD

So here I am, feeling all well and better after suffering for close to 2 weeks! D: Woke up with seriously high fever with throbbing headache and a damn blocked nose on 15th May :( Such a torture to walk to the doctor seriously. The usual 5 mins walk felt like a 30 mins walk D: It was THAT bad! Got meds for the 4 things I was suffering from then, fever, headache, body ache and flu. So fine, I diligently took my meds and was really on the way to recovering when.... on Thursday, the 19th, I couldn't open my eyes when I had to wake up D: It was close shut! Tskk.

On the way to school, my eyes kept tearing and I kept wiping and wiping and it continued on in class. I had no idea until Kai Ling asked me if I was sick cause my eyes are blood shot red. Confused, I went to check and MY GOODNESS! It was really bad :'( & you know what was the cherry on top of the pie? I lost my voice too -_________-

No choice, in less than a week... to be precise... after 4 days, visited the doctor again. WHAAAAAAAT? Tskk. How unwell I must have been! Entered the doctor's room and couldn't even reply to the "Hi" the doctor greeted me with :( HAHAHA XD and he was like "You lost your voice!" HAHAHA XD I had sore eyes :(

Spent a week nursing my sore eyes. My kind sister helped apply the eye drops and eye lotion for me :) First time in my life, EYE LOTION! It stings okay! Stings like hell :'( But if not for that, I think my eyes would take a much longer time to lose its redness.

What about my sore throat? The next day I woke up with barely no voice. SO SERIOUS! I couldn't utter a single word! I had to whisper! & what's worse was I had to be a game master along side Hong Quan and Cheryl on that day. Such a tiring thing when they approach me but I've got no voice at all to explain to them :(

I just regained my voice on Wednesday :) kekeke XD But there are still occasional loss of voice when I talk. HAHAHA XD And when I've regained 99% of my voice, because of my flu, I sound nasally :( But better than nothing. HAHAHA XD

So there you have it! My story of how unwell I have been for the last 2 weeks of May.

I have nothing exciting at all to update about and I'm so sure nobody reads this space anymore so I'm just going to use this space as... I don't know... a place I rant to when I'm bored? HAHAHA XD

YEAR 3

2011-05-07T02:38:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | tired]

Hi... whoever is reading this :) or whoever is still checking this space.

I'm only in my 3rd week of Year 3 Sem 1 and already feeling so drained and tired. My energy's depleted! Even if I have 4-days school week, that 1 day free will probably be spent on FYP :( It's tough. I'm extremely tired.

I'm juggling school, FYP, PD and tuition. & every week I cannot wait for the weekends to come. I'm glad I've quit track. Yes, you read it right. I quit. If you noticed, in the previous posts, I always said "stopped training" cause back then, I still sort of had "feelings" for track still. But it's all clear to me now, I don't have the urge to go back, I don't think about it so I guess it's safe to say that I have officially quit the IG (they do need to remove my name though from the whole admin thing).

& it really.. I don't know which word to use, upset? Irritate? Annoy? Either way, it (insert word here) whenever someone talks about the IG with me. I know it's cool and all that they still include me in but I really want a clean break from it. I don't even want to hear about it. I'm going to be honest. I had such a terrible time deciding whether or not to quit, because it's not only about quitting the IG, it's like... quitting competitive running altogether. I started running competitively in Primary 3, so I guess you can understand just how attached I get to it. There's so many feelings involved actually, you won't understand it if you only look at it at the surface so I don't blame you :)

So, I would appreciate it if the IG members don't talk about the IG when I'm with them :)

Lessons are getting very interesting. I am more interested in the topics we cover but it's so damn hard to score for daily grades :( I'm barely hanging on!

So, so tired :'(

But on a happier note :) my 2 sis surprised me with a super duper early birthday presents! Yeapp! PresentS! It wasn't only 1, but there were 2. I really didn't see it coming but no words can express just how much I appreciate the gifts and what they've done for me :D

Not going to reveal to ya'll yet what they got for me :) But just going to show ya'll where they got the presents from :D It was seriously uncalled for :)

I'm pretty blessed for my 19th birthday, which is still a month plus away. This 2 gifts, and just 1 more from my parents :) NOT... going to reveal that either :P

When the time is right. Well~ at least when I FEEL like the time's right, then I'm going to show ya'll :D

I didn't ask any of this from them. SERIOUS! What I CAN tell you is for the present in the Adidas bag... I've wanted it ever since I saw it in the booklet. & I've actually went to search for it myself cause I really wanted it. But at that time the item wasn't in yet so I sort of gave up. For the present in the ODM bag... THAT too, I searched for it. But to no avail. I suck at searching for stuffs. HAHAHA XD

But my sis managed to find them for me :) She's always been the better shopper, really. Hahaha XD I'm blessed and I can never thank them enough for it :D

TO MY NOVEMBER 14, 2007 MIRACLE

2011-04-23T21:23:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | melancholy]

I loved you.
But here's a news flash: you protected me from nothing.
I spent time missing you, wondering what the hell I did wrong to make you do that to me.
I thought everything was my fault.
& even when I got over that, I still knew what I'd lost; you.
You were the one who made me laugh when I had a crappy day.
You were the one I vented to when I was mad, the one I shared all the good stuff with.
You always knew when I was full of crap, and you always called me on it.
You were smart, you were funny, you were good-looking.
You were mine.
& then suddenly, you weren't.
I knew every day exactly what I'd lost, and I missed you every day.
That's the big favor you did for me.
Thanks so much.
Here's the kicker... you weren't protecting me.
You were protecting yourself.
If you'd give half a thought to me, you would've said goodbye.

TREATS!

2011-04-13T01:06:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | lethargic]

Hi to the people who still remembers or bothers to read this space :) hahaha XD Mind you this space started since March 2005 :) So it's been around for 6 years! The first url was reira7, I know... how childish. But back then I liked the name Reira and my favourite number was 7. Then I got tired of it cause it was so childish and I wanted something that can last me long so i changed to reign-, used it for quite long when blogger decides to be a bitch with the dash (-) at the back so I had to change again. & I settled with elciel since then :) El = the L in Laila. Ciel = rainbow. Cause back then I was insanely obsessed with the JRock band L'Arc-en-Ciel.

So I've completed my 6 weeks internship :) I can't express my happiness here cause for the past few days I already have. So to get excited again with the end of my internship... it gets tiring. You get what I mean. Haha XD Generally, I had a good experience though. Though truth be told, it's not my ideal jobscope but I'm confident that I have attained the experience I will never get anywhere. & this experience will definitely help me somewhere down the road :) So I'm cool :D

& because I get paid during the internship, I thought I should treat my family. Cause I've always wanted to do something for them and I've always told myself that I want to give my parents my first pay or something. Family comes first :) every day all day every time :D

Saturday, April 9th

Oma wanted to dine in at Sakura buffet so we headed to Woodlands, the one near RP. The atmosphere was beautiful! I thought it'd be meh cause during trainings I've ran passed there and from the outside it looks pretty... not appealing. But I was proven wrong :D

Monday, April 11th

Me and Hong Quan had planned to celebrate the end of our internship by going dinner so we decided to treat our friends to Seoul Garden :) I'm still sulky over the fact that Shyuks couldn't join us :( I'll make sure the next outing everyone will be present! *determined*

Honestly, I don't have any special reason why I wanted to treat my family or my friends. I thought since I can, why not? To show my appreciation to them, so why not? Cause I won't know when I will have this kind of opportunity ever again. So why not now, when I clearly can? :)

Shopping and all can wait, I want to show my appreciation first :D So there you go :) Hahaha XD Up next will be Universal Studios Singapore! :D

2 MORE!

2011-03-27T22:53:00.001+08:00

[MOOD | full]

I'm already into my 5th week of internship! :)

That means, I'm only left with 2 weeks! :D FIGHTING FIGHTING!

I can do this! I can smell April 8th already :D

Anyway, I've already carefully planned out my 10 days of holidays after April 8th :)

April 11th would be Seoul Garden with half the Teo's and April 13th would be USS with Haiqal, Amirah, Erra and her bf :D

& all this just to celebrate the end of internship :)

I'm damn excited! Hopefully, everything will go well :D

For now, let's just HIMNAE! for 5th week! :)

ALL OUT!

2011-03-23T20:39:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | relaxed]

Hi! :) I'm happy to say that I am on 2 days MC :) kekeke XD

I suffered my worst leg cramp this morning :( I was sleeping and then all of a sudden the cramp just kicked in and it quickly elevated all the way up to my butt! HAHAHA XD

Really really. My whole right leg felt paralyzed, all I could feel was pain and I couldn't stand up, what more walk.

Called my mum to ask her to quickly come home so she could help me rub some ointment on it :)

It helped a little but my right leg had to tip toe in order for me to walk and it was tiring :(

So 2 days MC :D Feels good! Get to spend some quality time with my mum :) I swear internship saddens me. Hahaha XD

Tomorrow is another day I get to enjoy the whole day with my mum :D kekeke XD

Another good news is... my grades are looking awesome! :) & this sem is really a hard-work-paid-off semester cause it really did.

GPA improved by 0.12 :D reallyyyy awesome! I'm still short on my goal but to improve my GPA that much? I'm satisfied man! :)
Gotta keep this up! Year 3 all out! :)

& don't get me wrong. I don't hate internship, neither do I like it. I'm just okay with it. I'm blessed to be assigned to a good company. The environment's excellent, the bosses (there are 3 by the way) are really really nice but it's just not the jobscope I want.

I get work done but it really isn't something I am interested in. But what I like about it is, I'm sure this experience I gained will be of benefit to me in the future :) I can definitely apply what I've learned somewhere someday!

Alright! That's all :) technically I only have 11 more days of internship! :D Since tomorrow I'm still on MC, so~ 11 more days! :D AWESOMEZZ!

3 MORE!

2011-03-20T16:40:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | disappointed]

HALF WAY DONE WITH INTERNSHIP! :D

Just 3 more weeks! Then after that it's left with 2 weeks and then 1 week and then I'm just done with it! :D

Persevere persevere persevere!

April 8th is nearer and nearer! :

I. CAN. DO. THIS! Please give me your support and motivation! :D

4 MORE

2011-03-13T02:43:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | lazy]

4 more weeks to go!

Persevere! Persevere! *clench fist*

Let's not think about anything else but in just getting over it day by day, or rather week by week :)

1/3 done! I can totally do this!

5 MORE

2011-03-05T22:14:00.001+08:00

[MOOD | exhausted]

Just 5 more weeks Laila! :) Just 5 more!

You're done with a week. What's 5 more to you? :)

HANG IN THERE!

THANK YOU SANK YOU JEESU!

2011-02-25T15:00:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | ecstatic]

HI HI HI! I AM BEYOND HAPPY! I think using the word happy is really an understatement. But GAH! I can't contain my excitement to show you why I'm so happy!

Yesterday, I tried digital painting for the first time. I repeat, FIRST TIME! I decided to paint Jeesu from Dalmatian. Ya'll should really hear him sing cause his voice is soul-full and just so soothing!

This is the picture of him I decided to work with.

This is in the middle of it. Just finished the shading and adding texture to the hair.

& THIS IS THE END RESULT!

& THIS IS THE REASON FOR MY HAPPINESS! HE CHANGED HIS TWITTER PICTURE TO MY DIGITAL PAINTING! :D

All I wanted him to do was either to retweet what I tweeted to him or reply directly to me, but this is just beyond amazing! Thank you sank you Jeesu! :D

Not going to lie, when I logged in to twitter, my heart skipped a beat and started beating soooo fast when I saw my digital painting on his twitter! :D

Really really thank you sank you Jeesu! :D

MY FREAKING AWESOME JAN 29 IN 18 YEARS!

2011-02-06T13:46:00.012+08:00

[MOOD | excited]

HI HI HI HI HI! :D I'm finally here to blog about the most awesome Jan 29 I've ever had in 18 my 18 years of living. What else? It's SUPER JUNIOR'S SUPER SHOW 3!!!!!!!! :D GAH GAH GAH! :) FINALLY! Super Show came to Singapore! Cause they skipped Singapore during Super Show 2 :( my sisters were all already planning to either go to Malaysia's or Korea's but it was wayyy too last minute! So we had to skip SS2 :( But fret nottttttt! I DID NOT GIVE SS3 A MISS! :D After all, it's here in Singapore! WAAH~ freaking excited. Just thinking back about it gets me so high!

I know~~ I can buy lots of things with $211 but come on, this is like... much better than going shopping okay! You're going to see the people who you always listen to from your mp3 FREAKING LIVE! & you get to see them dance and just... this is simply worth it lah!

So without further a do, I shall start :D are you as excited as I am? :D :D Alright, just a quick one before I straight jump into the concert, 2nd sis left first to meet her friends, while me and 1st sis took our time, we even ordered Macd's before going out. We reached the venue 3 hours before? But it really doesn't matter. We could have just came even later because after all, we're standing in the Pens, so what matters is you know how to squeeze your way through to the front or the side :) But it's okay, we arrived early :D & all the ELFS were all making countless of false alarms like just suddenly screaming. Hahaha XD me and my sisters were just unfazed by it.

& so~~ WE FINALLY ENTERED THE VENUE AND THE ATMOSPHERE WAS JUST AWESOME!

Everyone there just couldn't contain their excitement. At one moment, they were screaming, the next they were chanting "Super Junior", then they were back to screaming. Hahaha XD it was just madness! But the atmosphere was really awesome! Get's you hyped up!

& then finally, the lights dim and guess who appeared first hanging onto strings ascending up into the air?

FISH OF SUPER JUNIOR! DONGHAEEEEEE! :D Hahaha XD I was so busy trying to get this pic for Erra and when I turned to my left....

HYUK WAS THERE LAH! I went completely nuts man cause OH EM GEEEE! Hyuk appeared so near to where I was! :) EVERY FAN OF EUNHYUK'S WISH LAH! :D after I took a quick snap of this I went to screaming like a crazy madwoman among people who mostly were Ryeowook's and Siwon's fans! Hahaha XD but I don't care C:

They started with the remix of Sorry Sorry, the one they performed in MBC's Gayo Daejun. & Shindong and Sungmin graced us in Pen A :D

After that was Don't Don. & like every Don't Don performance, there will always be like a fight between the members themselves :) it was hot! :D hahaha XD Shindong, Sungmin, Donghae and Siwon graced us in Pen A :D seeing them dance to Don't Don was just wow! If only the dancing machine was right where the 4 were! Would have been awesome! :D

For the violin break in Don't Don. Trax (only Jungmo, Jay wasn't present), Henry and Zhoumi came :D Heechul on drums and he was phenomenal! :D Henry as usual on violin :) Jungmo on guitar, he's got mad skills man! & Zhoumi on vocals. EVERYONE WAS SO HIGH AT THIS POINT cause it was toooooooooooo awesome!

Then amidst all the awesomeness of the mini band, Hyuk rose to the air! & being a fangirl, I.... had my eyes on him and him only :D

Ryeowook came to grace us in Pen A :) & he was so sweet! Since he's the most sane and nice one from SJ, of course he'll always be sweet! Hahaha XD a group of girls standing beside me were his fans, and they hold up a banner or towel of with his name, and he saw it and pointed directly to them, waved and smiled at them. The girls went crazy! Hahaha XD then at an even later part, Ryeowook threw a towel or something to the crowd but he was particularly aiming to the group of girls since they were his fans. He threw, they caught and he pointed to them again and showed a thumbs up sign and smiled at them. Freaking nice and sweet right this guy?

Sungmin and Leeteuk then was up in the air with many blue balloons throwing confetti down :D

& then it was time for the hilarious member introduction! I forgot to take Heechul's cause he was the first and I was busy laughing but I got the rest :) Enjoy!! :D

Then he came out shaking head! Hahaha XD

Yesung & Siwon :D

Eunhyuk and Ryeowook wore this thing that made them look like they have really high shoulders. Hahaha XD Hyuk came to our side and just ran :)

GUESS WHO GUESS WHO!? The very famous EUNHAE COUPLE! :D Hahahahahaha XD

After that were some of their individual stages :) It was divided into 2 parts. It was like individual stages of some members then back to Super Junior then back to individual stages. Didn't take much pics except for Hyuk's, Henry's, Kyuhyun's (he was too far, so didn't get a good pic) and Zhoumi's.

Hyuk's stage :) It was a joint performance of his and Donghae's but I think I was too focused on Hyuk :D Hahaha XD

& dear Henry performed Justin Bieber's "Baby" & surprisingly I actually liked it. Hahaha XD I guess the song's alright, what matters is who sang it :D Henry's voice is just nice for the song :) & for the first time I actually sang to the song. Hahaha XD his performance was excellent :) He played the piano for a bit, then sang then dance :D

Kyuhyun was the first individual stage performance and he sang a Chinese song. Hyuk's and Donghae's song is reallyyyy nice! Can't wait for the studio album for SS3 to be released! Ryeowook sang his own song in the 4th album, "One Fine Spring Day" with Sungmin playing the guiatr for him. ELFS started singing along with him too during the chorus :) The ever so religious Siwon sang a Christian song, and at the end he asked if we wanted to go to church with him tomorrow. & I ACTUALLY BELIEVED HIM YOU KNOW! Cause he's very very religious so I took him seriously and guess what? It was on the Newpaper that he really did went to a church. Hahaha XD

Zhoumi sang a chinese song too but unlike Kyuhyun, he also danced to it. But I personally enjoyed Yesung's stage because he sang "It Has To Be You", the song's already so nice topped off with his excellent vocals (Y) during the 1st chorus, we sang along with him but at the 2nd chorus, he pointed the mic to us and we sang it for him. The whole stadium sounded really good! I loved that part! Yesung brings us together :D

After a few of the individual stages, Super Junior-T came out with Tok Tok Tok! :D Donghae was an extra, kekeke XD cause he's not in T but in M. But that's okay! :D

The arrival of SJ-T :D

HAHAHA XD Leeteuk and his hairclip! :D Look at what the other members did to him when he was singing the last bit of the song which was a high note. Hahaha XD I love SJ :D

Then they sang You & I where they made a train :) on the 2nd day, the train left without Eunhyuk then he ran all the way to the front. Hahaha XD (Y)

HAHAHA XD after looking at this picture, I just realized Shindong is already wearing the Beyonce dress inside! (Y) kekeke XD you'll see what I mean later :) that means, Donghae and Eunyhyuk must be too! Hahaha XD

There was the small girl in front of us, who was quite quiet at the start of the concert, but she was still singing along to the songs and moving her lightstick and all but when Yesung came close to us in Pen A, she went crazy! HAHAHA XD there, me and my sis realized that she was a fan of Yesung. HAHAHA XD

SIWON! :D I love him for being such a gentleman. My sis told me when she arrived, she saw Siwon arriving in the van and he was waving at everyone. HAHAHA XD so nice!

After that was the continuation for the individual stages. Then... LADY HEEHEE GRACED THE STAGE! :D

He's so pretty man! First, Heesica, then now Lady Heehee. HAHAHA XD Heechul's the besttt! :D he performed Poker Face. HAHAHA XD

& then, see who came to join him on stage!

HAHAHA XD I KNOW! It's quite a scary picture but... IT CRACKS ME UP ALL THE TIME! HAHAHAA XD HYUK AH HYUKKKKKK! He, Shindong and Donghae came up on stage with long hair wigs and wearing dresses and dancing to Single Ladies! (Y) SJ THE BEST MAN REALLY REALLY!

SHINDONG! :D HAHAHA XD couldn't really get a nice pic of them 3 together, Shindong, Eunhyuk and Donghae :(

Then Lady Heehee got his... or her haha XD eyes set on Hyuk....

HAHAHA XD see how Heechul is like throwing himself on Hyuk but Hyuk's all like trying to stop him from doing that. HAHAHA XD

After this performance, the lights dimmed and they all covered their faces and ran quickly inside. HAHAHA XD freaking hilarious! :D

THEN! It was time for my favourite song! :D SHAKE IT UP REEEEEEMIXXXXX! :D GAHHHH! Things got extremely highhhhh! :D then another of my favourite song, All My Heart :) I got to hear Hyuk's rap :D melting momentssssssssss man!

Then Heechul came to our area and he was so nice cause a fan was reaching out her gift towards him but it was too short and luckily Heechul saw it and he actually reached out to grab it.

He's holding the thing on his hand right now until Sungmin came to disturb him. Hahaha XD

Then he coiled it around his mic and sang with it being coiled there :)

& then this reallyyy good looking man came :D

GUESS WHERE THE GIFT FOR HEECHUL WENT TO? HAHAHA XD Yesungggggg!

THEN THEY SANG BONAMANA! I LOVE IT! I DID THE FANCHANT LIKE THOSE K-ELFS WOULD! AHHHH~ LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!

THEN IT WAS TIME FOR COOKING COOKING :D I love this song and the outfit they had :D kekeke XD

First and foremost, meet the beansprout, Eunhyuk :D

Then the onion, Donghae :)

& the chilli, Heechul. HAHAHA XD his outfit is the most worn out. I saw the tapes used trying to hold the outfit together, and it was all coming apart. HAHAHA XD

& the leader, the cabbage, Leeteuk :)

& the cute round broccoli, Yesung :)

TOMATOOOOO! Ryeowook! :)

Sungmin the pumpkin. Shindong the mushroom. Who else I missed? Siwon the carrot and Kyuhyun the green pepper/capsicum.

Donghae taking a pic with the fans using their camera :) Sungmin did this too. It was so nice :) my sis told me on the 2nd day, Donghae took a picture like this with a polaroid camera and instead of giving the picture to the fans, he took it and kept it. Hahaha XD

I like how Yesung and Siwon is just like looking at Leeteuk trying to get out of his outfit.

It was nearing the end of the show, can't really remember what song they sang to but I remember waving my lightstick in the air and singing along with them. & as usual, like default, they ended the show with Wonderboy :D

During the remaining 3 songs, they just walked around and interacted with the fans. Sungmin was being extremely mischievous. A fan threw a lollipop on the stage and he picked it up and he was actually ready to throw it to us in Pen A and then he decided not to and sucked the lollipop, you know like out it in his mouth, then he turned to Pen B, and did the same, then he turned to Pen A again, and he did it quite a lot of time, before throwing it. HAHAHA XD damn mean! Teasing the fans. After he decided to not throw it he laughed at us. Hahaha XD

Then he did it again. Cause he's pumpkin outfit had this pumpkin hat, blardy cute. He wanted to throw that, when he was about to, he decided not to then stick his tongue out to us. HAHAHA XD so mean but cute at the same time! Then he did the same to the ones in Pen B. But he didn't throw it out in the end because he needed that for the remaining Super Shows. But he was so cute lah. Teasing us, laughing at us and then sticking his tongue out. Hahaha XD

& this is when Ryeowook threw the thing to his fans, the one I mentioned earlier :)

After Wonderboy, all of them walked the entire stage :) & my eyes were so glued to Eunhyuk cause really, once you have a bias in a group, you only want to see him and him only. You'll understand when you go to one of your favourite singers/idols/groups concert.

It was sad to know it was ending but the whole show was awesome. We had fun, we laughed, we sang, we cheered, we screamed, JUST SOOOOOO AWESOME LAH! It didn't matter that my legs were breaking because it was worth it. Everything!

So thank you sooooo much for your hard work SJ :D really night to remember! :D

LIFE ON A SUNDAY

2011-01-23T22:55:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | accomplished]

GOOD NEWS GOOD NEWS! :D EOF assignment and PD website is all done! :) *wipes sweat* Saturday really got my brain juices all juiced out. But all iz well now :) Everything's completed, all that's left is submission :D

LIFE

2011-01-22T01:54:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | gloomy]

Hello! :) This weekend is going to be burned with finishing up EOF assignment and clearing up loose ends of PD.

The good thing is, my PD is looking bright :) My blog's updated with quite a lot of stuffs, my sketches too, my moodboard and wireframe for website is all done, i've designed the website. So all that's left is to do the coding for the website and my sis is going to help me out, thankfully :) If she won't be helping me, I think I'll be stressed out to the max cause EOF assignment is pretty stagnant and my html or css isn't that good when it comes to designing website. So with my sis's help, it's awesome!

EOF assignment is just... *sighs* Why does STA module or management or whatever loves giving assignments a week before the deadline. It'll be nice if they had at least given us 2 weeks or something. It feels, real last minute :(

Despite all this deadlines, I still am telling myself to just, do things at my own pace, try to complete whatever I can and overtime, the final work will come to view. And I try not to get myself stressed over things in the future, the what if's. My life's been awesome ever since I decided to just live for today. To do whatever I need to do for today and not worry about tomorrow as of yet cause if you just try doing that, you'll be amazed at how positive you can become! I'm not kidding!

& although I was the optimistic one, I can get a little bit too much of a pessimist. But, ever since I started to focus on today, I became so much more optimistic, it feels soooooo good! :)

I'm happy :) so you should too.

A DAY IN DMT CLASS

2011-01-15T00:00:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | listless]

Hi hi hi! :) Ever since school started after the holidays, I can't help but feel as though the days go by so quickly. It's like just last week I was in DMT class, then before I knew it, I'm in DMT class again =/ Speaking of DMT, I get depressed looking at my daily grades. I'm late for DMT class more than other classes and I get the occasional Cs from DMT. Really really depressing. I know I should have been more pro-active in class so as to secure a B or something, but come on, I don't ever do that in ANY class! All my faci's always hoped that I can be a little bit more active in 3rd meeting. But from Year 1 till now, I've never done that. Ever.

Anyway~ today in DMT class, my team was rushing the PPT. Faizal partial-ed, Victor left for break, I left for the IEP briefing and only came back at 1350, Yu Xiang went to do his work with his friends and came back about the same time as me. So, I didn't realize, Victor wasn't assigned any work. Therefore, we did last minute addition, me and Yu Xiang helped Victor. If you know Victor, he's a a bit deaf so you have to talk quite loud with him, but you see, Yu Xiang has a naturally deep voice. So no matter how many times he repeats to Victor, Victor can never catch it. So Yu Xiang gave up and just looked at me. HAHAHA XD So cute.

Then every time YX wants to say something to Victor, I have to be the one helping him ask. I'll always tease him, "higher~ higher" HAHAHA XD then he'll just calmly with his deep and monotonous voice will reply "I cannot. My voice is naturally like this." HAHAHAHA XD

This just makes me curious ah. I wonder how he sounds like when he's excited or scared. HAHAHA XD

But despite the rushing of PPT and the miscommunication. We did well :)

HELLA HECTIC JANUARY

2011-01-08T02:53:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | uncomfortable]

11th Jan - Module Selection submission deadline
11th Jan - IEP briefing
11th Jan - DMT UT
14th Jan - IEP Prep course
17th Jan - Web App UT (since UT's been replaced with assignment this can be omitted)
19th Jan - Web App Assignment 2 Phase 2 deadline
19th Jan - Animation UT
23rd Jan - My Babyblue Diana's 19th birthdayyy :)
24th Jan - EOF UT
24th Jan - PD Review
24th Jan - Hanim-mie's 19th birthdayyy :)

WA KAOZ! so many things to do. Need to decide modules, then study for UTs, then do assignment, then continue with PD sketches and stuffs, then attend briefings related to IEP D:

Hahaha XD but it's okay, i shall take it step by side :) Let's not stress about things that is still far, but it's okay to think about it :D kekeke XD

SPACES

2011-01-06T03:47:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | exhausted]

I have a space where I let my daily life be told.

I have a space where I let my thoughts be heard.

I have a space where I let my heart speak.

I'm definitely learning to not bottle things up anymore. Definitely, learning :)

2010

2010-12-31T20:16:00.004+08:00

[MOOD | melancholy]

2010

was a roller coaster ride of various of feelings I had to fight with. I've had to put up with mashed up feelings and sleeping with countless of heavy hearts. Therefore I can't really conclude how my 2010 was. There was just... too much feelings involved.

I've made quite a sacrifice this year by deciding to give up trainings. It was such a tough decision and something I cannot believe, even now, that I actually have given up on it. 2010 proved to me how much training have taken it's toll on my life and body. I slept a lot, get tired easily, am always tired and I always get comments from people that I look so tired I looked like I could faint anytime. Every morning when I wake up, my body would feel as though I haven't got any rest and I was always aching. I was so tired I studied for UTs half-assed and couldn't even be bothered with the first Programming assignment. Of course with my attitude like that, the results were just as bad. & for an optimist, I'm quite the pessimist :( so, I thought long and hard, taking into considerations my future FYP, PD, assignments, modules and UTs, finally, I decided that maybe it's time to stop training so hard. & even if I miss running, I can just go run on my own. I'm not losing much anyway :)

Now that I've sacrificed that, I finally got time to do all the things I've always wanted. I got to play my guitar who have already collected dust after years! I got to watch countless of TV shows but still get my work done. I started on my PD, I studied for my UTs and actually cared about the assignments. Of course, because I bothered, my results were on par with the effort I put in to study for it, even better than Year 2 Sem 1. & after giving up on it, that I got to see, how much it has taken up so much of my time and... freedom.

I've also came to realize that people will not be able to appreciate or treat you the way you want, but there's nothing you can do about it. But just because they can't do that, doesn't mean you shouldn't be as good a friend as you can. You should learn how to accept it. & when it comes to relationship with people, it's best that we don't hold expectations. That's what my babyblue, Diana taught me :D

2010 was also the year I've made a clean move on with Firman. It doesn't hurt so much when I see him now, or when I hear from him or when I talk to him. I think I've poured my hearts feelings about this in one of the posts before. You figure this out on your own :)

Family's really important to me. No matter how irritating and annoying and unreasonable they can be at times, they still are mine. & I love them just as much.

2010 has made me realize so many things :)

Whatever 2011 has to offer me, I'll just go with it. Not expecting much cause it'll just be another year that's passing by. Have a happy 2011 everyone! :D

A DAY WITH THE TEO'S

2010-12-23T02:33:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | tired]

Went to Marina Barrage for the very first time on the 20th with the Teo's for a kite outing :) Shyuks, Lincoln, Hong Quan, Siraaj, Cheryl, Erra and myself. It was hella fun but I went home with a body ache :( & I didn't even do much except for eating, flying kite, eat, play cards and eat! :'(

When we reached, we settled down and ate the Fried Rice Shyuks so kindly cooked :) and then it started to drizzle :( and we had no choice but to pack everything all up and head for shelter. But if not for the rain, we wouldn't have found out the cool water museum/exhibition thing :D & when it was sunny, we went out and finally flew the kite!

this was inside the water exhibition/museum thing. Lincoln called for a random photo & Cheryl ran from one corner of the area to where we were. HAHAHA XD

I'm not in this pic cause when I pressed the shutter, and wanted to run to my position, I tripped and laughed so much I couldn't get up! kekeke XD

& TADAH! SUCCESS! :D all of us!

Then we headed back outdoor to fly kite :D

Erra was the first to get her kite in the air cause the wind was seriously awesome then! You can see her at the back and her orange batman kite in the air :D it went pretty high up. But when she let Cheryl take over after that, the kite went down down down. HAHAHA XD

& this is Cheryl trying very hard to get her kite to fly. It's funny how no matter how hard she try, it can never fly. HAHAHA XD she's got no skills =P

Lincoln trying to get the orange batman up in the air after it's fall. At this point of time, the wind wasn't as good so we had a really hard time :(

Hong Quan and Shyuks trying extremely hard to get Cheryl's kite to fly which at this point, still have not reached the sky. HAHAHA XD

& this guy here made me laugh so hard and bad and loud cause while I was busy taking pictures, when I turned around, I see this guy sliding and he fell down and his shoes came off! HAHAHAHAHA XD no points guessing who laughed first, who laughed the loudest and who stopped laughing last. HAHAHA XD ME OF COURSE! :D

Siraaj and Lincoln still trying very hard!

FUNNY GUY! HAHAHA XD This should be after his fall! Hahaha XD

Then I tried flying kite, and in one try, I got the orange batman to fly up! :D cause the wind was coming back :D & while I was flying it, I told Hong Quan to take pictures cause even Lincoln FINALLY got Cheryl's kite to fly :D

& this is us, minus Hong Quan who's taking the picture and Erra who was taking care of our things. WE FINALLY MADE THE 2 KITES UP IN THE AIR! :D

Then I passed it to Hong Quan to take over :D

Her kite dropped down again and again, Lincoln and Cheryl tried to get it back up.

I got tired so I sat down with Siraaj and Erra to play cards instead :D

When it got dark, we started to get ready to go off. & I introduced to them a game I saw on TV. Something to do with pushing the person and if the person loses balance they'll lose. I won Lincoln the first time and he said I cheated. So I went against him again and I won again! :D HAHAHA XD Then I played with Erra! AND SHE MOLESTED ME TWICE! HAHAHA XD the first time was okay, cause it was the first time, but she did it again! HAHAHA XD

I started to push Lincoln, like picking a fight with him then I think I did it too hard that he almost fell on Hong Quan and then he said "Eh not me ah. Soli ah"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAH XD and from there on, we made fun of him with that! HAHAHAHA XD the Soli part was toooooo hilarious!

& WE ENDED WITH THIS! :D

Awesome day! :D

I love my Teo's :)

TO MY NOVEMBER 14, 2007 MIRACLE

2010-12-10T13:08:00.005+08:00

[MOOD | melancholy]

I didn't realize my eyes were tearing when your cold answer reached my heart.

I don't know why I teared like this, I just know that it really hurts.

Somewhere in my heart, I'm sure the painful memories of our past will resurface when I get lonely and when it becomes quiet like it was back then.

"I miss you so much, I told myself I shouldn't be doing this.

I've tried to hear from you and visit the places we went to together.

I even tried to hear about you from your friends."

That's how I lived my life.

Once again, I remembered our past, how you turned your back to me.

I prayed earnestly for you to come back to me again.

Like an idiot, these buried memories resurface.

Tonight, I'll probably go back to the way I was back then.

I tried to hold onto you, who ignored me.

I've screamed and cried again.

I have no more regrets now.

I spend my days with my friends like nothing had ever happened.

I'm okay now.

I truly loved you.

I look back at those memories and laugh.

I'm really alright now.

I've forgotten and moved on.

Even if I miss you, I've moved on.

Even if you never come back to me, I feel like I can start to live my life.

Even if November comes again, I'll pull through like I am doing right now.

I'll be okay.

MY BRIGHTENER.

2010-12-04T02:08:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | hopeful]

Fluttering and trembling, feeling something very nice about you.

What to do? Today is 'I-just-want-to-miss-you-day'.

When I see myself during these times, even with you in front of me, I don't know what to do.

To the people that are in love, please tell me how you started love.

'Hello, hello' I brought up the courage :)

'Hello, hello' I want to talk to you for a moment.

Who knows? We might end up doing well.

You have higher standards than you seem.

Who knows? The two of us... might be destiny.

Thought of you without me knowing, liked you without me knowing.

It's like you've cast a spell on me, now I'm a fool who has fallen in love.

It's all because of you, I fall in love with you.

ASSIGNMENT

2010-11-15T23:58:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | satisfied]

HI! I AM VERY VERY HAPPY! :D

BECAUSE I HAVE UNCONSCIOUSLY, UNKNOWINGLY COMPLETED PHASE 1 OF MY ASSIGNMENT! :D SO SERIOUS!

If I hadn't talked about this with Zane or Jin Shui, I wouldn't even have known I have completed it. SO THANK YOU, BOTH OF YOU! :D That means, I was done with it on Saturday! Cause Sunday was spent thinking about how to get the related search and category results.

You know the one where the user clicks on the category and for example they clicked on Entertainment, then only articles regarding Entertainment would come out. YA! THAT! I WAS THINKING AND THINKING ABOUT THAT! But who knew? THAT WAS FOR PHASE 2! :D SO I'M DONE WITH PHASE 1! Now all that's left is to do the sitemap!

& I think it only took me about 2 - 3 hours to complete it C: maybe less than 3. All I know is, I did it little by little on Friday and Saturday :D kekeke XD I AM SUUUUUPER HAPPY! :D

It really pays to take and do things in your own stride and pace! & not to forget, doing things slowly and step by step. huuhuu~~

Alright goodnight! I'm going to sleep. Need maximum energy for tomorrow! Web App and DMT UT! D:

STUDIES UPDATES

2010-11-14T03:32:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | sleepy]

Hi! :)

Assignment's almost finished. Doing it little by little over the days. Cause I definitely can't sit through hours of doing the same thing =/

& then I'm going to study for Digital Media Tech :)

May I have the discipline to accomplish this!

Goodnight! :D

NONSENSE RAMBLES

2010-11-11T02:46:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | exhausted]

trying to get back the flair of updating my blog, LJ and personal diary :) it's always nice to read back and reminisce~

ANYWAYYY~ today, okay technically yesterday was Animation class and despite not having a thing for it, i did my first ever animation :D kekeke XD it was a really basic one, just moving from left to right, rotating a little.

Faci said my mask look scary. HAHAHA XD but i like it C: & my signboard's movement was screwed i really couldn't be bothered with it. but there you go! my first animation!

& i weirdly, suddenly miss Papa Teo! HAHAHA XD i want him to make me laugh like crazy again! :D

&& i still cannot decide between Wordpress or LJ for my PD blog. i have an LJ and is still using it so i'm pretty used to it. so should i try something new? cause they say Wordpress is good, you can edit the thing blablabla. i don't know =/ haha XD we'll see! my progress for PD is mad slow :( i've drawn the character but the colouring is :'(

&&& i really want to read a good book. my sis bought 2 Haruki Murakami books but i can only read 1 cause she thinks i'm too young for the other. she bought another book too but i don't know the author and the story progression is slow :( i miss Cecilia Ahern's books too! when will she have a new release! she's like my favourite author and i think everyone should read 'If You Could See Me Now' :) i still think that's my favourite book of hers.

&&&& i think i should start on my assignment. though the deliverables are still quite a blur to me, i'll work something out. my faci did say "for phase 1, your codes don't really have to work." so i'm really bearing that in mind :)

but either way, goodbyeeee! :D

what an abrupt ending.

NOTE TO SELF

2010-11-07T00:28:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | peaceful]

Get anti-bacterial soap
Clean the back of the piercing once a day
Tie my hair up
Do not place phone on my right ear
Do not use headphone
Do not sleep on my right side

that~ should be it. HAHAHA XD the after-care for my conch piercing. tsktsk. such hard work.

the guy told me to clean the back of the piercing often but i forgot to ask him how to go about doing it -_____- so i googled it and they gave me so much more information :)

& most websites say the healing time is 3 - 12 months O.O HAHAHA XD so basically, it takes months for it to fully heal.

MY OCCASIONAL PIERCING URGE

2010-11-04T23:00:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | happy]

i always have this crazy sudden urges to have my ears pierced. and i don't get why my friends keep saying i have a lot of them already when i only have 5 on my left ear and 2 on my right.

but seriously speaking, since Secondary school, i've always wanted to pierce the inner part of the ear, apparently it's called the Conch. but i've been suppressing the urge cause i told myself the tragus would be the last piercing i'd go for. i... broke that today :D I GOT MY CONCH PIERCED! kekeke XD

you have to give me credit though. my last piercing was October/November 2008! so i've been suppressing the urge to go for another for 2 years! GIVE ME CREDIT! =P

the guy who helped me pierce looked so fierce when he entered the shop but he was really very nice and gentle AND friendly :) i likeee!

he asked me if i wanted to put the marking to where i wanted to pierce or i wanted the same like his, i stared at his for quite a long time before telling him i'd go for his type. HAHAHA XD

honestly speaking, when he started to pierce, i could feel every bit of it. i could feel the thing poking through and when he exerted the force i could feel it coming in to the ear, then when he pushed in further, i could feel it penetrating through. I COULD FEEL EVERYTHING! no kidding. you'd also be able to know what he is doing. it did hurt, but not very bad, boleh tahan :D after he applied something the pain was TOTALLY gone. SERIOUS! && i could feel it when he put in the back part of the stud. HAHAHA XD in conclusion, i could feel everything lah!

then... here comes the blood!

i just realized the blood at the top part near my shoulder. HAHAHA XD i bled A LOT! he told me, "it's very normal to bleed, but you are the first to bleed the most. and i wasn't prepared for the blood to fall on your shirt at all" HAHAHAHAHAHA XD

should i be honoured or whaaaaaaaaat? :) he spent a lot of time trying to stop the bleeding. hahaha XD

it took him 2 months for his to heal, i'm guessing mine could take a bit longer since i bled more. HAHAHA XD can't wait to buy bling-bling or blue stud for it when it's done healing :D

I... SHALL MAKE THIS MY LAST PIERCING! NO MORE! :D

i shall not have anymore piercing urges. if i do, you have the honour of slapping me C:

thank you Papa Teo and Naz for accompanying me to Bugis to get it done :D HAHAHA XD and i still remember Lincoln's face when he asked if it's already pierced, and when i showed him my ear, he showed such a scrunched up face. HAHAHA XD & thanks Naz for the Long John's treat! next time i treat you okay? :)

DIVE INTO MY HIDDEN THOUGHTS

2010-11-02T00:50:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | melancholy]

Raison D'etre,
It's really been a while since I came to pour my feelings here or share with you my memories I want to remember. More than a year it seems. But I'm back now. Hopefully for good. Truly, so many things happened and I haven't been updating you.

Well, here's a summary for you. I got hurt, my feelings betrayed, he left me, I struggled, meeting new people, new friends. Let's start slow.

Reading back at all my goals for O's and my aimed school... well here it is, I didn't hit my aimed points for O's neither did I get to go to the school I wanted. I'm in Republic Polytechnic, now pursuing my diploma in Interactive and Digital Media. It was a blow to me because I didn't get that school and the first thing that came to my mind is that "we can't sit for A's together." *sighs* But that all don't matter anymore because well, he left me.............

Written on Sunday, 28th March 2010 at 0234hours :)

i'm just letting you read a gist of it. my inner most feelings written down. what i wrote in that book, i've never speak to anyone about it. so it's all mine to read :) someone told me it's not healthy to be keeping things to oneself, so i'm doing this, for once :D if you look at it this way, i'm extremely unhealthy.

AFIQAH'S OPEN HOUSE

2010-10-01T20:28:00.005+08:00

[MOOD | cheerful]

19th September was Afiqah's open house :) i'm glad my dad allowed me to go for this instead of going visiting at my aunt's place cause i would have missed catching up with them :( we stayed there for a whole 4 hours, eating, celebrating Afiqah's belated birthday, chatting, watching tv, more chatting, and cam whoring :D it's really been a long time.

& i like how there were 3 were stressing out about A's while the other 3 were just being carefree cause Poly's just like that :) kekeke XD my babyblues :D

we were supposed to meet at 4.30pm but at 4.15pm Siti was bathing -______- and knowing that, i purposely went out of my house later ^^, Mim, Diana/Nana and Illya took the bus -___- IT'S SO NEAR! hahaha XD in the end, we met at around 5pm? kekeke XD

EATING TIME! :D

i took the noodles cause i thought there was no rice, then when Afiqah said there's rice i didn't know what to do with the noodles. so Nana switched with me but in the end, she too wanted rice -______- hahaha XD

celebrating Afiqah's belated 18th birthday :D

group photo before going off :D

CANDID! HAHAHA XD i was still deciding how to pose so i was looking at the floor without knowing the person already took the picture :(

but i like how Nana sucked her cheeks in. kekeke XD

THIS WAS FUN! :D

snap, snap, snap. just keep changing poses. we had so much laughter from this.

even in the lift :)

& we kept going nearer to the cam. hahaha XD

there's more pics but this shall show how much fun i had :D ahh~ i miss them. really really dooooooooo.

Afiqah's moving to Marsiling though :( waiiiiiiiiiiiiii! :'(

Mim, Illya, Nana and me went home by taxi :D HAHAHA XD though we're just like blocks away. we're lazyyyyyyy!

kay, done :D goodbyeeeee~~

WHAT ARE MEMORIES, TO YOU?

2010-09-25T17:50:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | okay]

One can remember the past, but one can never change it.
And one can change the future, but one can never remember it.
That's why people feel trapped by their present reality.
But memory is a good thing. You can return to a time in your past,
and rediscover the moment and relive it.
You should try to find such a moment.
Somewhere in your memory.

However, finding a moment in your memory doesn't mean that
your past becomes a part of your reality.

REMINISCING GOOD TIMES

2010-09-21T22:44:00.006+08:00

[MOOD | melancholy]

guess what i've been doing for the past few minutes... or hours =DD i've been reading the old comments in Friendster, and looking at all the pictures i've uploaded there. really really, good times. don't think i'll be deleting my Friendster though. hahaha XD that too, has a lot of sentimental value to it. just like this blog.

i shall be nice and share most of the pictures i uploaded to Friendster, and the comments i've been getting from my friends :)

2005, Sec 1 :) HAHAHA XD the one picture i love very much.

2006, Sec 2. AI track team! :D

through out my 4 years with this team, aitrack'06 was the best, most awesome team ever! :D

2007, Sec 3. not so sure, but judging from my watch, it should be Sec 3.

this was after Tapestry. Diana and Illya performed at Heeren!

2008, Sec 4! THIS! was the day i fainted. HAHAHA XD if i'm not wrong, this was National Day!

and i was carried to the St. John's room. WAAH~ so dramatic. all because i didn't had breakfast. tsktsk. Laila Lailaaaa~~

Illya, me, Diana, Afiqah and Siti. BABYBLUESSSS~ :D

2008, Sec 4. X-COUNTRY! with Hanim-ieeeee~~

this day was hell dramatic lah. cause me, Diana and Siti were VERY nervous for that year's X-Country. we even planned to run together, hold hands and cross the finishing line together, and conquer the 1st - 3rd place. but guess what? IT GOT CANCELLED. i think it was because of the rain. hahaha XD

2008, Sec 4! VOLLEYBALLLLLL~~ we were madly in love with volleyball that year that we always played it after school or after training.

this picture was taken after playing volleyball in the rain. me & illya were the only girls who continued playing despite the rain :)

2008, Sec 4. if i'm not wrong, this was our last day in school before the O-Levels study break. we ended it with volleyball :) see! told you we were madly in love with it.

we'll always shout out "NEXT TEAM!" whenever we arrived at the court.

2008, Sec 4. this should be mid-2008. PARCELS! the musical concert by AI :D

as usual, i under-dressed. i simply wore a normal shirt and my jeans :) we were supposed to be semi-formal. HAHAHA XD

me, Siti, Bhumikaaaa, Mr Lee (hot art teacher which all of us liked. kekeke XD) and Fala.

ps: i love my short hair C:

2008, Sec 4. celebrating my birthday at Seoul Garden and all wearing RED! :D cause that time, that was my favourite colour.

(kay, i know my ordering of the pictures is not right, but i tried okay! =P)

2008, Sec 4. this was also the last day of school for us O-Level students.

me, Illya, Mim, SHERRYYYY! (favourite, BEST and AWESOME junior :D) and Diana.

2008, Sec 4. this was.... during our O-Level study break. i was studying at Civics library when we all met up to have dinner together :) we were supposed to eat at Seoul Garden but we missed the student price so we went to Pizza Hut :D AND I LOVE MY HAIR HERE! hahaha XD

that's Diana, my girlfriend of 4 years. i thinkkkk. haha XD i'll count when our anniversary is coming.

see what Diana commented about this pic :D

Diana:
haha ur dp funny laaa.
ur face so much hatred, my face so scared.
WAHAHHAHAHA.

2008, Sec 4. i thinkkkkk... this was 1 day after one of our O-Level paper :D

WE PLAYED THREE BLIND MICE AT THE PLAYGROUND AND ALIPOM AFTER THAT! :D

seriously good times man! i remembered how we played Alipom. we'll crawl on the dirty floor, mind you, we played at a rooftop garden, so you can just imagine how filthy the ground is!

we didn't mind being all smelly and dirty :D so after playing, we went to get bubble tea and sit at Donut Empire! :)

Siti, Syed, Diana, Mim, me and Shazwan.

2008/early 2009. while waiting for our O-Level results, WE WENT BOWLING! :D

and this was the day where, instead of throwing the bowling ball to the front, i threw it to the back cause i lost control of it. and there was this guy who was on a ladder fixing the light, who saw what happened... AND HE LAUGHED AT ME! :( hahaha XD

there's pictures of the moment after i did that. i covered my face and laughed. HAHAHA XD

there's Siti, me and Mim in the pic! :D

same day!

Illya, me and Mim! :D

Afiqah was there too! :)

2009, AI CCA open house. went back to meet all the usual people :)

& the background picture is our gym. which we spent 3 days a week there for trainings :D

same day! waiting for the people outside the toilet :)

late 2008...? THIS WAS AT HYATT'S LOCKER ROOM! :D

Majidah, Wani, me, Siti and PRISSIIII! :)

i miss working with them at Straits Kitchen :( but too bad Prissi went back Indonesia already. so even if i were to return to work there again, she wouldn't be there.

Prissi, Tia, Ane, Yuanita, Dita and Grace. the best trainees of Straits Kitchen :D who were so nice to us. not forgetting the other full-timers at Straits Kitchen. I STILL REMEMBER ALL THE NAMES! C:

that's all for the pictures :D now let's read the comments. to understand what kind of person i am C: hahaha XD

Siti:
ISH ISH ISH. TSKTSKTSK. LAILA. C C C C C. [boy] o.O"

I REMEMBER THIS VERY WELL! if you're wondering why Siti put C C C C C boy... that's because.. during Nationals track and field'08, 2 C-Boys from Sports School caught my eye. 1's a sprinter, another a 1.5km runner. they're muscles and veins were....WOAH just WOAH. i thought they were B-Boys! but then when i checked, walau! C-Boys! hahaha XD

Sherry:
I know Laila loves me. :D

Hanim:
LAILA I STILL LOVE YOU!(:

Hanim:
**********************************************
Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullaby
Joking on your alibi
But it's just the price we pay
**********************************************
[L]azy
[A]dorable
[I]ngeneous
[L]ucky
[A]trocious

Whahaha. Some of the above-mentioned are not true.
Duh. One thing about you is that you're good at pretending.
Admirable in my eyes. Hope you enjoyed my testi.
See you around.

`HaNiM.~

Illya:
L O V E
i love you and you love me.

HAHAHAHA.
k stop.

Kanages:
Ello laila adha,
Since im so bored shall write for u a testi

can be very nice sometimes.can be very funny at times.and at the same time can be annoying.she's very talkative.almost the whole world noes her.hahas.great runner.quite naughty.always make fun of ppl.

she talks very loud.makes a lot of noise.i wont mention names. super fun to be with her. she is a hyperactive girll! all day can jump around make noise.run here and
there but as i I told without her ...there will be no fun! so u shld haf
her around!!.....thats all i wanna say..
take care k? good luck

Kanages:
ello laila...mi finally here to write u a testi....my com spoil lah dats why neva write for u testi...sorrie ah...now write i for u 1...

she ah damn loaded....clever....sporty.....talks crap all e tym....behaves lyk a mad gal...n hu is proud 2 be mad...very cheerful...oso Quite friendly...

she has most thgs in common wif me...our taste is e same...bags...wallet...jus 2 many thgs to mention.....

another thg alwaes lyk 2 disturb me...she beats me lyk nth...man it reali hurts at tyms...but i will beat her back even harder....

Well donnoe wat else 2 write....so i will end it here...haha...
Now i don owe u ani testi...

StAy HaPpy 4 eVa
bYe bYe tHen

Kanages:
Hi there....
tankies for the testi....

Well,she's damn fun sumtimes she can b very quite oso....She loves to talk dirty stuffs and always beats ppl.....She is a kind of girl who loves sports, music and more....my god she runs damn fast....most of the time sleep during english lessons.....Always dreaming...

Well over all.i thank god dat i hav her as my fwen...so understanding....LAILA....she is alwaes my VERY good fren....
Tankies for being my fwen...

Fatimah:
ahheemm[clearing the throat]....ook lets start....well this girl i dun noe why every
guy like her ...i mean aftr all...there is me...hmm maybe i just cut my hair so i dun
look the same as i used to...never mind....well by the way i just found out you
got a new admirer....oooohhh...jealous siak..well want to noe who..???okok..dun
be surprise..well it is Firman.....hahah. jealous zarina nanti..ayoh nanti ko ngan
dier pula gadoh....dun tink dat will ever happen huh..??well ok lah this gerl ah...my
god she run very fast siak...dat explains the leg....her voice sooooOOoo sengau untill they have to invent a new word for her sengau...she loves anime very
much...really pay attention in class dun noe how she does dat ...amazing...i am
very impress..and i always catch her day dreaming...hhmm..fikir pasal lelaki
per..??...well over all, thank god i have her as a freind...so
understanding...LAILA...you are my no.1 fren..FREN of the month..well hope it last
by the way dun take the comment seriously

Fatimah:
hahaha.......this girl ah very crazy......walau her voice can make ppl
deaf.......she very sweet,smart and...... uuumm(i can't beleive i'm saying this)
pretty.......but all of that complimaent she still can't beat me......i am too pretty to be deafetaed..hahahahah......well she is fun
very sporty like me..hahaha....like to shout always get bullied by guys quite tall..but not as tall as me......fun to be around
with.......but of all that i think i am better than she
is .........hahahahahahahahahheheheheheh
uhuhuhhhuhhhhh...............jus
kiddinglah.....all the best for your future

HAHA XD this was a pretty lengthy post :) but i like it.

awesome memories. i'll keep it right here.

Secondary school is definitely the best years of your life :) for me, that's for sure!

i was extremely low profile though in sec school. i even lied about my birthday and tried to hide my real birthday from everyone. pfffft. funny but true! hahaha XD

so how? got to know me a little bit more now? haha XD

BIRTHDAY!

2010-09-16T23:56:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | restless]

birthday gift from me and bro to Cheryl :) we walked around Vivo twice just to settle with the gifts. satisfied~~ kekeke XD managed to give it to her on 16 Sept also :D even more satisfied!

& this is for fun :)

i can never walk in my Sis's killer heels. it's a mad 10cm heel! D:

but the years of running makes my leg look soooooo naiseeeee C: kekeke XD

BEEN A WHILE

2010-09-15T00:30:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | accomplished]

hello :) i've missed this space so much. though it's pretty much abandoned and empty :( but this space has so much sentimental value to it that i probably don't want to leave it behind just yet.

i've got plenty of time now in my hands! :D since UTs are over and i'm done with Year 2 Sem 1. it's been a pretty tiring sem :( i've been feeling tired and energy-less most of the time.

anyway, Ramadhan is over! i didn't even have time to welcome Ramadhan here :( prefer Ramadhan more than Syawal cause Ramadhan just feels so serene and peaceful. i don't know. but since it's Syawal now, i shall take the opportunity to do this.

Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir dan batin! Saya menyusun sepuluh jariku meminta maaf jika ada terkasar bahasa atau saya telah menyakitkan perasaan kamu dengan tidak sengaja. Halal-kan makan dan minumku. Salam lebaran.

pfft, my malay sucks but i hope you all get my point :D

one of the rare times my grandfather ever agrees to take a picture :D i love him very very very very very much! <3>

& i've decided to really just work hard. i've got a goal, and i really do want to achieve it. but i've been losing sight of it. so this time, i'm going to make it work. i'll try not to lose sight of it and i'll keep going till i reach my goal :D no more regrets.

good day! :)

REDUNDANT

2010-08-20T02:36:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | sick]

blocked nose and on/off headaches for a full blown week! :( & PROBABLY STILL COUNTING!

should really consider going to the doctor already.

on a brighter side :D I GOT MY HAIR CUT =DDD kekeke XD

snipped off my brown hair :'( now i've got almost full black hair again.

highlight sooooooooooooooooooon! :D

RP ATHLETICS!

2010-08-13T14:52:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | lazy]

RP Athletics! <3

not the whole team, small IG but energy level made up of 100 people :D

who knew welcoming the YOG torch would be so fun :) & FREE COKE! though someone took my coke away :( so i didn't have any coke :'(

LUCKY NOT RIBENA! if not i would have taken like 10 for myself! C:

dinner/break fast with them :D

CAMERA

2010-08-01T15:55:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | cheerful]

Panasonic Lumix LX-3 :D

think i've found just the right camera for myself :)

have been searching online for a camera that is semi-pro, something better than a digi cam, but something less than a DSLR and i think this LX-3 fits the bill! :D

since i'm a person who's not really interested in photography, getting a DSLR for myself would be stupid cause i don't think i'll make full of use of the camera's abilities. but i do want a hell of a good camera that takes excellent pictures and have awesome and fun features.

and seriously, LX-3 is it!

read reviews after reviews and it's good C: of course there's the downside of it like in video mode, there's noises but and isn't as clear, but other than that the video quality still is good.

the best part is when not in flash mode, the pictures it takes is not blur unlike my current Canon Ixus, which is pretty annoying when i have to take a picture many times because it can get blurry :(

but what i'm afraid of is it's no longer selling :( since this camera was released last year :( HOPEFULLY! they're still selling on the shelf cause i'm reallyyyyyy thinking of getting this one :D

and just nice holidays coming soon :D can search for it!

IT COMES IN WHITE TOO! :D but i prefer the black C: kekeke XD

okay set! LX-3 it is!

HYOYEON! :D

2010-07-18T02:04:00.004+08:00

[MOOD | happy]

pardon my fangirl moment ah :) butttttttt,

HYOYEON IS SO

PRETTYYYYYY! :D

not forgetting her dance! ahhh~ her popping, locking =DDDDD

walau eh, i'd totally go les for her! C: kekeke XD kay, maybe that's too extreme ah.

i don't get why she's the least liked member in SNSD though :( think she needs more loveeeee!

so i'm spreading it! :D

can i pleaseeeeeeeeeeee see her? :DDDD

and brudder likes Jessica -_______________-

say whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat? hahaha XD

my Mal likes Sooyoung. Papa Teo likes Yoona. Bowler Leong likes Taeyeon.

HYOYEON OWNS THEM ALL! :D in dancing! C:

how can you not love her? :D

and i still think she should go out with Hyuk :) dancing queen and dancing machine couple!

OKAY!

END.OF.FANGIRL.MOMENT =DDDDD

18TH, UKISS & DRAWING

2010-07-11T02:18:00.006+08:00

[MOOD | bored]

DON'T TOUCH ME, LAILA IS DYNAMITE! :D

Laila Adha Teo Sunday Dynamite is in da houseeeeeeeee! :) wooooooo! kekeke XD

hectic week is thankfully overrrrrr! :D so i've got time to update on my birthday and the Ukiss showcase! C:

June, was a great month!

on the 10th :D celebrated with family with cake!

thank you so much!

on the 12th :) thank you my Mal, my Bin and Naz :D

sorry Naz, i dropped the bag and it broke the glass bottle :(

thank you for the day and cake surprise Erra, Cheryl, Naz, Hong Quan, Shyuks and brudder!

first time, i got such a surprise. thank you! :D

on the 13th :) brudder, Mim and Audy surprised me with these at my doorstep.

donuts, donut voucher and ribena included :D

table lamp! C:

it's in my room and it's turned to this face currently, cause it's been such a hectic week!

thank you very very much! :D

thank you for celebrating my 18th with me! :D

& on the 21st, went to Ukiss showcase with my Mal and her friend, Shikin! :D thank you for letting me join the queue ^^,

my first Korean Idol journey! HAHAHA XD

THEY.WERE.AWESOME!

& what you see on tv and pictures, is what you get in real life!

but i must say, Ki Bum is extremely good looking in real life. it's like on tv he is good looking but in real life, he's EXTRA good looking. it's like, he's better seen LIVE! C:

AND ELIIIIIIIIIIII! :D kekeke XD his raps! MELTING MOMENTS OR WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT! :D and the group of girls i was standing with, 2 of them were Eli fans and it was so fun shouting for Eli with them :D

and my 2nd favourite, KISEOPPPPPP! C: ahh, what a good looking guy in blonde :D skin-ship master! always hugging the members :D

but i hated the sound system though, they were blasting the music, which was good and all, but it drowned their voices -.- basketssssss. and instead of increasing the mic sound, they kept increasing the music sound >.<>

snagged the pics from my Mal :) though she's secretly eye-ing on Eli -.- STICK TO KEVIN!

1st - 6th July was by far the most busy and sleepless days ever! thanks to Drawing :( they released the drawing assignment on Wed, and only gave us like 5 days to complete the assignment :( started to get cracking on the Friday, skipped training for it manz! :'( skipped Monday's class and training too :(

webcam-ed with my Bin for 3 straight days! HAHAHA XD we were accompanying each other while drawing :D and for 3 days we only had a total of 11 hours of sleep :( SO.NOT.ENOUGH.FOR.ME! :(

day 1 :) hahaha XD

didn't printscreen anything on the 2nd day. hahaha XD TOO BUSY DRAWING FERRIS WHEEL! grrrrr!

day 3! early in the morning, skipped school! :D and these are our 'haven't-bathe-faces' BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD

still day 3, just that WE BATHED ALREADY! :D kekeke XD

AND SEE! she so proud showing off her panties =P hahaha XD

KOREA II!

2010-06-26T15:26:00.012+08:00

[MOOD | amused]

YOOOOO! :D Korea part 2! :) kekeke XD the pictures with a lot a lot of people.

& i realize i have soooo many things to update! like, my birthday and my first ever Korean Idol showcase adventure! U-KISS~~~

but nevermind, take it easy. man man lai C: kekeke XD

before flight :) BEFORE MY FIRST FLIGHT EVERRRRRRRRRRR! :D

the Teo's/trackers came to send me and Cheryl off. awwwww :) hahaha XD

there's Erra, Lincoln, Shyuks, Naz and Hong Quan :D

Erra, the first sister. who sometimes act like our mother :D hahaha XD

MY HAIR C: so prettyyyyyyy. number 1 tied for me :D

first time know! my hair can be tied like that. cause i've been keeping short hair for years!

and i don't know why 4 of us wore black. haha XD

first, i sad because i'm leaving Erra. so i wanted to cry.

then she tried to kiss me, but i still feel like crying.

so she gave up :( but she still smiling! wth!

but then i got to smack her butt C: so i superrrrrr happy.

and then we 2 happy happy :D HAHAHA XD

aww, favourite picture!

ARRIVED AT INCHEON AIRPORT C: psst psst, Incheon is Hyoyeon's hometown! :D kekeke XD

at Namsangol Hanok Village on the first day with half of the year 2s :)

& the weatherrrrr! omg! it was sooooo cooling. everyone's wearing jackets/sweaters!

senior! haha XD mighty good in drawing!

i feeling-feeling want to be tall C:

my girlfriend C: i'm going to post all the pictures i have of you! =P unglam or glam!

on the way to Seoul Tower!

at Seoul Tower! C: MY WALLPAPER! kekeke XD

and i realized, Seoul Tower, is where the drama, Witch Yoo-Hee took place. the restaurant. the whose restaurant, i forgot his name.

Natashaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~ :D

this was outside the supermart, where we were too tired to walk more.

and that was when i turned around and saw the Ddeokbokgi stall C:

CAUGHT CHERYL BIN EATING! C: HAHAHAHA XD

see! bowling ball so cute eating. BWAHAHAHA XD

Day 2! on the way to Gyeongbokgung Palace.

me and Haiqal imitating the way majority of the Chinese there were posing :)

Cheryl with the why-you-so-like-that senior. hahaha XD

trying to get this Bin to take picture D: tough work you know!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD I TOOK A PICTURE WITH RAIN! HAHAHAHA XD

kay no ah, feeling-feeling cannot is it? AND WHY IS HIS HAND SO HIGH AH?

my shoulders cannot reach :( i know i short, but i reach 160cm already okay! C:

DINNERRRRRRRR! C:

at Korea National University of Arts C:

at E-dae shopping district :D HAHAHA XD this mascot! funny shit!

Guo Wei took a picture with him too, then after that, this mascot held on to his hand for quite a long time to ask us to enter the shop. HAHAHA XD

Guo Wei was panicking already cause..... he thought the mascot was gay! HAHAHA XD

come to think about it, Day 3 i don't have much pics :( ahh~ because my battery died :'(

Day 4, at Seoul Animation Center!

caught Jason sleeping! HAHAHA XD
then again, everyone was just hell tired on the 4th day :(

I LOVE THIS PIC X1000000000000000000000! hahahahaha XD

i think Ivan why-you-so-like-that and me have something in common C: we both like to snap candid pictures :D

he says this picture is worth 10K if i wanted it. haha XD i choose to take it that the 10K = 10 000 Won C:

at Hongik University C: loveeeeeeeeeeeeee the wind!

and yes, i suck at taking self-picture. hahaha XD

at Digital Media City.

both of us wanted to be as tall as Jason C: hahaha XD

this one -.- Cheryl randomly asked us for a jumpshot. HAHAHA XD

Ivan why-you-so-like-that at work again! haha XD

HAIQALLLL! so annoyingggggg! hahaha XD

AND THEN! Cheryl started a camera war with me =.=" she started to snap me whenever.

then she started to put the camera close to me.

and closer.

and closer -.-

SO I FOUGHT BACK C:

take my picture some more!

that's Erica! this is when we were waiting for our shaved ice desert C:

at the hotel :)

HAHAHA XD meet, Ivan, why-you-so-like-that senior. if you're wondering why i keep saying that phrase, that's because through out the whole trip, he kept saying that. hahaha XD

my room mate bought a SHINee folder for her friend, and he saw it and took it and said "i look better" and striked that pose. hahaha XD

NONSENSE! C:

HAHAHA XD i bullied Cheryl by asking her to push it C:

and she was complaining all the way. hahaha XD

Ivan at work :)

Ivan at work, again. hahaha XD

GROUP PHOTOS! :D

at Incheon Airport.

at KNUA.

on the way to Gyeongbokgung Palace.

at Gyeongbokgung Palace.

at MBC! :D

at Incheon Airport, before going in to the plane :( HAHAHA XD

DIDM, study trip to Seoul! :D

31st May - 05th June 2010

always thankful for being able to go on this trip :)

though it was such a rollercoaster ride in the beginning, the problem with my passport, all that drama, but in the end, it all paid off :)

and this trip just made me want to travel... A LOT! but before i go travelling, i want to send my parents off to travel first :D

great getaway :)

KOREA I!

2010-06-19T23:13:00.014+08:00

[MOOD | sick]

HELLO! C: since i've absolutely nothing to do, about time i updated about Koreaaaaaaa :D

and the pictures here are just going to be views. very little of people... i'll leave that to another post C:

Main places visited, Day 01: Namsangol Hanok Village + Seoul Tower + MBC + Home Plus + Itaewon

Namsangol Hanok Village was closed on Tuesday so... we went again the next day.

point of this picture? MBLAQ and Big Bang FTW! C:

it was a long walk to the top, with killer steep slopes but the weather was AWESOME! :D

we didn't sweat at all! it was such a beautiful day accompanied with a fabulous weather!

and the GORGEOUS view at the top :D

and this is the place where people come and lock their love.

it's like... they write their love on something and they have this lock where they will lock it at this place. it was filled with so many locks! D:

maybe i should lock my love here with Diana and Cheryl :) kekeke XD it was such a lovely sight!

LUNCH TIME! woah! first unforgettable lunch everrrrrrrrrrrr!

the kimchi was nice though C: but nah, not to my liking.

THE RICE! ahhh! I MISS THE RICE! i love rice! and i don't mind eating plain rice.

MEET OUR FEAR FACTOR LUNCH! it's the seafood shabu-shabu.

they have things like fish intestine! and many many weird things which we don't know their names!

THIS WAS BY FAR THE WEIRDEST WE'VE SEEN!

how do you eat this?

you put it in your mouth, bite it, get the juice out, then remove whatever that's left.

so main point is... GET THE JUICE! D:

Ben Gay says it's sweet but and tastes okay, but after he ate it... he immediately drank water. so we didn't believe him. hahaha XD

MBC! :D the place i wanted to go the most! C:

no pictures were allowed :( we got to see the radio studio, where Taeyeon used for Chin Chin.

then we went to their super mart, which was equivalent to America's Wall Mart?

didn't buy anything there, just walked around to wait for dinner C:

but while waiting, i saw.... the ddeokbokgi stall C: and i tried some :D

it's the spicy rice cake! :D superrrrrrr nice!

AND THEN AN AWESOME DINNERRRRRRRRRR! :D

the tour guide saw how we disliked the seafood shabu-shabu, so he made arrangements for us to go to Itaewon, which was heavily populated with muslims :D

the dinner was indian style C: ahhhh~~~ THEY HAD CHICKEN CURRY! much lovessssss!

THIS IS THE MOSQUE IN ITAEWON THAT I WANTED TO SEE! C:

didn't go in, but getting to see the exterior was enough :)

and i saw this beautiful cafe. the interior and exterior super chio! felt like going in, but didn't have free time :(

Main places visited, Day 02: Gyeongbokgung Palace + Picto Studio + Namsangol Hanok Village + Myeongdong

on the way to Gyeongbokgung Palace C: i was hell excited to go because i think i've watched too much Korean period dramas that i really wanted to see the interior of the palace with my own eyes C:

that place is where the people took their exams. i forgot the terms lah but that's what i remember. exams area C:

Cheryl, me and Guo Wei took a picture with them too! but we don't know with whose camera. so until now, we still haven't seen the picture :(

MEET CHERYL! who is happily eating her Korean Ginseng Chicken Soup C:

yeapp, lunch was at that place C: it's name is as stated above! Korean Ginseng Chicken Soup!

i didn't eat that cause i opted for vegetarian C: i hate veges but this meal was delicious :D

the rice didn't have a hint of vege at all! superrrrrr nice :D

and this is at Picto Studio :) they specialize in clay animation but have since moved to 3D animation since the industry for clay animation is minimizing.

they made all this! :D

amazing clay sculptures :D

AND I SAW A BIDET FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!

and i'm so happy i took a picture C: kekeke XD

and this is the inside of Namsangol Hanok Village :D

the traditional kitchen C:

THEN WE WENT MYONGDONG FOR SHOPPING C: ahahah XD

kay, i hate shopping lah, but Myeongdong is where i got Erra's souvenir and my sis CD :D

and i was so happy i saw CN Blue i took a picture C:

so it's not them, but stillllllllll~ Jonghyun is looking fierceeeeeee~

DINNER! C:

the green and red thing is called Kimchi Pancake. tastes good C:

and again, opted for vegetarian bibimbap.

not to my liking at all cause you see the beansprout! it still has it's head and tail!

it horrifies me! the taste too! :(

Main places visited, Day 03: Korean National University of Arts + E-dae + Dongdaemun

talented people or passionate people inside! hahaha XD

AND THEN MY CAMERA BATTERY DIED ON ME :( so didn't get to take much picture :(

E-dae was another place where we shopped. it was near the Ewha Woman's University. HAHAHA XD wrong english, supposed to be women, but that's how they spelled it.

this is where we got Jack's souvenir :)

DONGDAEMUN! hell of a big area to shop! was so lost there! cause they had so many shopping malls side by side.

but at Doota, i got my first sis hairclips! :D cause i thought it suited her. and my Mama's fridge magnets :D

i also managed to get Ayah's shirt here too :D it was really rushy! cause i didn't realize they had Evisu there. so when i found out, me and Guo Wei ran down to the basement to quickly get a shirt :)

AND LOOK! hahaha XD for people who watched Shinee's Hello Baby, this ice-cream shop would be familiar to them. cause this is where Jonghyun and Taemin bought their ice-cream after shopping for Yoogeun's clothes. and guess what? the auntie that was there, is still the same! hahaha XD

Main places visited, Day 04: Seoul Animation Center + Hongik University + Digital Media City + Dongdaemun

Seoul Animation Center :D the whole place was super cool :)

this is the place where they'll teach you how to make your own clay sculptures.

and this is Ivan, the why-you-so-like-that senior :D hahaha XD trying out the game.

and their boys toilet is freaking cool! got game inside! the shooting game! HAHAHAA XD

you know what i mean ^^,

then they have a library full of Manga and anime! :D superbly heaven!

AND YOU CAN WATCH IT IN THIS ENVIRONMENT! shiok or whaaaaaaaaaaat? :D

LUNCH! :D

this lunch was okayyyy :D i love the dish just right beside the egg dish. it's the dish right above the yellowish dish :D i think it's the potato noodle? in Korean i think it's called Japche. super nice :) i kept eating that, cause nice whaaaaaaaaaaat! C:

the yellowish dish also super nice. it tasted something like curry. it's got a home feel to it :D

i also tried the veges since... Singapore don't have. Erica, Cheryl, Sophea all tried the top right and they all said it was horrible. but one senior, Marcus said it's not... and when i tried it... i agreed with Marcus :D hahaha XD it wasn't all that horrible.

after that, tried the dish that was on the left side of what we tried earlier. THIS IS THE WEIRD ONE! cause the middle of the vege had something... like a seed, and it tasted awfully bitter. HATE IT! :(

other than all this dishes, we had fish C: the fish was gooooooooooooooooooood :D

THE RICE! honestly, when i saw the colour, i was scared. BUT IT TASTED SO GOOOOOD! :D

really wanted a second serving. but was super full after one! awesome lunch :D loved it!

this is the area near Hongik University. we had time to kill, so we walked around.

meet Karam. he was our guide C:

THE UNIVERSITY HAD SUCH A NICE ENVIRONMENT.

and had a romance drama feel to it C:

i don't know what this is ah, but i find it so...... unique...?

we walked around the museum, took pictures, but actually wasn't allowed to, so i shall not post any :D

but hell! their artwork is breathtakingly beautiful! i'll never achieve such works :'(

and we took a picture with Karam :D

this place was madness! it's like... Korea is going to be like what this place has in 2015!

AWESOME WIND C:

HAHAHA XD 2 ambitious girls who want to be as tall as Jason C:

while waiting for another part of DMC to open, Cheryl, Erica, Guo Wei and me shared this desert C:

they ordered Mango shaved ice but they got the wrong order and made Blueberry instead, but we were fine with it.

HEAVENLY MAN! C: tastes so sweeeeeeeet and nice! :D

MY CAR! :D kekeke XD

LAST DINNER :(

again, opted for vegetarian. because they were having BBQ-ed pork or beef.

when i first saw it, the cucumbers shocked me! so chunky! but again, this rice didn't have a hint of vege taste C: very very delicious :D

went to Dongdaemun again for shopping. it was either Dongdaemun or Myeongdong. me and Cheryl settled with Dongdaemun.

got tops for both my sisters :) and the souvenir for the Teo's :D

it was a really random souvenir and we hope you like it. me and Cheryl really didn't know what to get for you guys, so we hope you appreciate it :D when you get it!

the ice-cream i've been wanting to try C: taste good!

and the dreadful part. PACKING! :(

my room-mate attempting to pack her things. HAHAHA XD she's got a hell lot of things to pack man.

my unpacked stuffs.

my unpacked luggage. bags of souvenirs.

my girlfriend C: hahaha XD

i gave up trying to pack and left the room to take night shots of the view from our hotel :D

our hotel was overlooking the Han River.

i actually planned to walk over to Han River but got all too tired after the night walk with the seniors.

Main places visited, Day 05: Namdaemun + Duty Free Shop + Incheon Airport :(

since i took the night view, should take the morning view too right? :D

if you walk down from here.... about.... 5mins walk or less than that. i don't know. you would have reached the JYP Entertainment office :D amazing right?

and i didn't realize until our last night at the hotel.

we saw it when we were walking back from our night walk with the seniors.

a beautiful and cold morning C:

did a little shopping over at Namdaemun. this place is more for the elderly.

but over here, i got souvenirs for my Mama C: i didn't know what to get for her since i couldn't find that knee patch i saw at E-dae... i bought for her a Korean traditional pouch and bag, where she can put all her make-up in it :D

LUNCH! C: tastes light but goooooood C:

then did grocery shopping at their DFS. shared the packing with Cheryl C:

bought a lot of seaweed home :D hahaha XD

Cheryl's attempt to sleep at the airport. hahaha XD

putting my sis's banana milk in the luggage :D

WINDOW SEAT LAH SEHHHHH! :D

Incheon airport. first in the world for 4 consecutive years?

Cheryl, Jason and me then compiled all our leftover money to spend it all away since it'll be a waste to bring it back to Singapore.

bought food, random food. hahaha XD

SUNSET! :D my precious window seat which had the sunset view :D

and i don't know what i saw but i think i saw ships! yeahh. BOAT! SHIPS!

in fact i saw 3 of them! the one in the picture is the one i saw first. then i saw a small one, but rather detailed, after that i saw a majorly HUGE one. as huge as titanic!

i couldn't get a picture cause my battery was dying on me. so i only got this one. I'M NOT KIDDING YOU!

i don't know if it's because it's my 2nd flight or what but really! THAT'S WHAT I SAW!

ships! maybe their just clouds shaped like a boat but WOAH. 3 OF THEM? and a majorly HUGE one that's like titanic?

so that's my Korea trip.

my first plane flight. my first trip after 6 years.

PLAIN AWESOME! :D

unbelievably tiring but i enjoyed it a lot. and am thankful that i managed to get to go on this trip :D

i'll post pictures of people in the next post. cause this has been pretty long! O.O hahahaha XD

HOLIDAYSSSSS! :D

2010-05-31T03:37:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | sleepy]

Hello ello llo lo o ~ :) THE TERM BREAK IS HERE! Woooooooo! my much needed break is finally here :D cause lately, i've been feeling extremely tired for school and i don't even know why :(

i'll have a great rest and get myself refresh before the next half of the term begins :)

& hopefully, i'll go for every training no matter what! at least i'll try to :D

Shyuks told me to sms all the juniors the holiday training schedule and i made a mistake :( i wrote wed trg at 8.30pm. HAHAHA XD

so i resent and En Cheng called me joker :( kekeke XD by the way, En Cheng is EXACTLY a year younger than me! so cooooooool C:

20 hours more and i'll be on the plane to Korea C: kekeke XD super excited! & i'm seriously in it for the study trip, i'm not going there because i want to go Korea, it's because i really want to learn from them C:

hell excited to go MBC :D i can wait for everything else but not MBC!

i've no idea what else to blog about :( haha XD LET'S SHOW YOU PICTURES THEN C:

this is Cheryl, my violent girlfriend. together, we're a very very violent couple C:

and i'm going Korea with her C: we hope to share the same hotel room so we can rubrub :D BWAHAHAHAHA XD

I LOVE PLASTERS! :) i really really do.

and if you're wondering why i'm using the plaster, it's because i'm covering the deep scar Erra gave me :( she scratched me and it left an ugly scar :'(

i'm not even kidding.

23rd May! Ayah's birthday C: THE BIG 50 :D

that's number 1 :)

and number 2! :)

lastly, number 3! :D

okay, goodnight! C:

SCHOOL II

2010-05-16T15:27:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | blank]

HELLO! :D after Wednesday, i'll be done with 5 weeks of school C: & i always feel that the week goes downhill from Wednesday onwards :( cause it's Programming, then FA the next day and the most dry-est module ever on Friday.

not forgetting training already takes up 3 weekdays D: my body is always feeling less than energized during weekdays.

& the juniors are awesome C: we got to play Captain's Ball with them and am glad that all of them actually played, instead of just standing there waiting for the ball to just come to them :D

but, i came to a conclusion that track guys are no gentleman =P

school's been hell hectic, year 2 is no walk in the park man :(

& upcoming 2 weeks holiday have been burned by activities :'(

but, good news is that, one of the activity is i get to go on a study trip to KOREAAAAAAAAA! :) 31st May - 5th June C: awesomezz! my first getaway from Singapore in 6 years and my first plane flight in 17 years and it's to KOREAAAA! :D

and the cherry on top of the pie is... i'm going with CHERYL! :) along with Natasha, Guo Wei, Akina, Elina, Erica. all from our class C: i can sense some bonding session :D

then from 8th June - 11th June, there's this Pycon event we're helping out :) sort of related to our course so why not?

but the sad thing is, the following week would be school :( waaaaaaaaaaah~ no time for myself :( but it's okay, Korea should be fun C:

the most saddest thing is i can't go training for that 2 weeks and all my hard trainings i did all this while would be wasted :'(

after coming back from holidays, i've to start training from scratch. WAAAAH~ wo hao shang xin :'(

it's okay, for the team, for myself, for ____, i shall train hard! :D

brudder says i'm cute C: awwwwww. I GOT PROOF OKAYYYY!

Jack don't like my favourite emoticon :( you know the sad looking almost crying emoticon.

the fonts a bit small ah, but still can see :)

haha XD and i saved this screenshot with the file name "jack smiley problem" kekeke XD

oh, and this guy, so kindly lent me his jacket when i was freezing in the stupid lab :( and it took me 4 days to return it back to him because he was busy and forgot all about it -.-

and when i did, his jacket was filled with my scent. HAHA XD i felt so guilty i kept waving the jacket in the air so that it'll go away.

and he said it was strong :( strong scent also Adidas whaaaaat, you like whaaaat! =P so deal with it!

my favourite girls C: and Jack's jacket. haha XD

i remember what happened before this!

after break, i went in the empty class opposite my class cause my group was in there doing work and i saw Erra and Cheryl walking around, so i went out and asked them why they walking around and they said they searching for me because they thought i emo-ing D: BWAHAHAHAA XD funny shit.

and this 2 girls made me a loner this week! :(

on Thursday, Cheryl left class early for dental appointment and Erra had to rush off to Pasir Ris after school, thus i'm a loner part 1.

then on Friday, Cheryl couldn't come for training and Erra forgot to bring shoebag and also cause she had dinner date, thus i'm a loner part 2.

training without them sucks :(

POWER RANGERS of RPtrack C: kekeke XD

Erra is supposed to be yellow but there's no yellow watch so she settled with green. haha XD

and because of this picture right, Hong Quan called me slutty :( I GOT PROOF! haha XD

but i like this picture :( haha XD

16th May is.... Siti's birthday C:

i hope she gets my message over at LJ. haha XD

okay boss! 2 more weeks of school then KOREAAAA and Pycon C:

can't wait can't wait! :D

see youuuuuuuuuu!

Mystery/brightener owes me ribena!

SCHOOL

2010-04-24T23:49:00.005+08:00

[MOOD | pleased]

HI! :D i'm done with 7 days of school. how many more am i left with *counts* kay, too lazy :)

the only module that i can easily understand and enjoy is Art of Story and Drawing. Multimedia Programming is for now... alright. Financial Accounting and Computer System Tech can just bang wall, eat shit and die :D

i need a whole lot of time to understand FA. take the 2nd lesson for example, i stayed up to understand it and i managed to :) but that sucks cause my RJ probably didn't make sense. haha XD

training's been fun too :) i love the people <3. i had to run up to 6th floor 6 times! and that is only 1 set! had to do 3 sets :(

Wednesday was park training with Cheryl. went home with jelli-fied legs :'(

Friday was.... slacky. HAHA XD thank you heavy rain! before training was fun. we were deciding what to do for the new members and we laughed a hell lot.

Shyuks and his rubrub -.- making me, Cheryl and Erra laugh so much!

Tuesday was Drawing, that means school starts at 12 :D had KFC breakfast with Cheryl before that. amazing thing was she managed to finish her food but i didn't O.O

heavy breakfast don't go well with me. haha XD

not forgetting SLA! :D honestly speaking, i hate our booth =P kekeke XD but nah, it's okay, we still had an awesome number of people who signed up :) & we took pictures cause we were bored at the booth :D

i remembered laughing a lot for this picture! :D HONG QUAN LAH! so difficult to leave him a spot.

MUMMY CHUA :D acting cute at the back =P

WANI! :D who said she wanted to give out flyers but end up only giving little -.-

Cheryl told me not to upload this buttttttt..... i don't care =P kekeke XD

Cheena kid and Malaysia Boleh!

MEET OUR CAPTAIN :D kekeke XD since i've been introducing our Vice-Cap during SLA, i shall introduce the Captain here :D

& i helped Shyuks and Lincoln sms the new members when their first training is and my fingers are SORE! :( and i get funny funny replies :D kekeke XD

& Naz bugs me to tell him what's in store for them. tsktsk. NO SPECIAL TREATMENT =P

on the 16th, Cheryl, Erra and me walked to the interchange with Jack after school, and they almost told him something. waaaaaah~ heart attack or what sia! lucky he doesn't remember anything about it, if not he'll bug me to tell him.

just last friday, i sent him to the interchange :D kekeke XD cause he asked if we were going home but we had training, so i volunteered to send him to the traffic light, which ended up to the interchange, then Causeway Point, then it ended with him sending me back to school -.-

cause he felt bad that i'm late for training. and we went to Causeway because he wanted to treat me to Ribena :D

we have to do this every Friday! =P i don't care!

& i've promised myself to come for training no matter what! i even made people made sure i went! :)

Shyuks, Hong Quan and Jack :D hahaha XD people who will push me to training if i don't feel like it :D

& since people say Hong Quan is emo right, i think otherwise!

every time i chat with him he'll make me laugh. and he doesn't even know it! HAHA XD and i know the reason why he's always emo already :D kekeke XD

Mystery: "eh, tell me"
Me: "don't want. since you gave me that phrase, people build walls around them to climb and to what?"
Mystery: "to see who bothers"
Me: "ya, to see who bothers right, so i shall not tell you, instead i shall also build a wall around me :D"
Mystery: "it won't work on me, because i am taller than your wall"
Me: "you idiot!"

Mystery, is slowly becoming my motivation for training :D

okay, this was wordy, and full of pictures :)

so, BYE! :D

8TH WEEK

2010-04-12T21:53:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | tired]

8th week fluttered by like a butterfly :(

which reminds me, i chose Beedrill over Butterfree cause Shyuks told me Beedrill is stronger.

after the 8th week, there's only 3 more precious days left before school reopens D: okay, since i'm updating this now, there's only 2 more SUPER PRECIOUS days left :'(

i spent 8th week by Pokemon-ing my life away :) thank you Shyuks for the game! Charmander's my main Pokemon but it evolved to Charizard already :( he was cuter when he was bald. so shiny :D

& then i don't know why but i over-trained them for Brock -.- trained until level 20 lah when Brock's Pokemon were only in the level 10 - 12 range =.="

i'm going for the 4th badge already :) kekeke XD but i too lazy want to train so i stopped playing :(

i don't give nicknames to my Pokemon either. cause the last time i did that, i forgot who was who -.- so to avoid confusion, i kept their original names :D bestttt!

& on Sunday, had to attend a wedding. THE WEATHER WAS SOOOOOOOOO HOT! i bet it was around 33 degrees man! cause it was 30 degrees at night!

ahh~ looking back, i didn't really spend the 8th week with a bang! O.O pfft, who cares? :D

i think i am going to spend the remaining days of holidays at home :D cause i don't mind lazing around the house :)

THAT! is precious too! cause once school starts, i can't laze as much as i want :(

& i am not excited at all to go back to presentations and RJ D:

OH THE HORROR!

REDUNDANT

2010-04-06T01:03:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | lethargic]

Cheryl says i look like a small girl with my short fringe -.-

6TH & 7TH WEEK

2010-04-04T02:31:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | nostalgic]

HELLO! :D 6th week wasn't anything special. i just rotted at home, except i went out on the 25th with Erra baby to Clarke Quay.

ah! i even trained super hard on the Monday and Wednesday trainings :) but all those trainings have been wasted because i didn't go for the Friday and the whole of 7th week trainings =/ my bad.

& i re-read my diary. huuhuu~ yes, believe it or not, a person like me do keep diaries. i'm at my 2nd diary :) stopped writing it since i started poly. maybe it's because i don't have Diana beside me so that we can write in our diaries together in class :) good times!

it was nostalgic to read back on what happened or what i did in my last year of secondary school :)

alipom before, during and after O's. & Syed's famous "merajok" moment playing alipom :) me and Diana's failed attempt at kicking the ball. ahh~ i miss alipom :(

& the time Diana, Siti, Syed, Shazwan, Jia Yang and me stayed back in school till 8.40pm after training to play volleyball and the girls just got super high that we surprised the guys :D

somehow, i'm glad i had it all written detailedly in that diary cause if not, i wouldn't be able to recall those good moments.

i even wrote in details for all the times i spent with you.

& i started to write in that diary again :) cause i'd like to one day read back and recall all the times i've spent with the people i've met, or going to meet in my next 2 years in poly.

because i'm sure as hell that i'm not going to write it in details in this blog =P

cause it's mine :)

i was in my holiday mood in 7th week, so... i basically didn't want to do anything but, stay home :D

i do feel guilty for not going training but seriously ah, too lazy!

8th week will be a whole new thing! :) I WILL TRY TO FIGHT MY HOLIDAY MOOD :D

7th week, I GOT A HAIRCUT :D kekeke XD kay lah, just a trim but now i can see the world clearly without my fringe covering my left eye :D besttttt!
half of my highlights are gone now :'( super sad. my copper red-faded-to-bright-brown highlights got cut off :( so the highlights that remained are the violet-faded-to-brown.

Mama's super happy -.- but i'll highlight again when i feel like it :) when my hair have grown longer and my fringe have space for highlights :D

I EVEN GOT A CHEAP BLUE STOPWATCH FOR TRAINING :D it was between blue and purple but got blue cause BLUE RANGER :) $8.90 :D i'm satisfied!

it beeps, it's got a blue light, it's blue in colour, the stopwatch works :) i don't have to use my sister's pink watch :D lagi besttttt!

&&& i got blue socks. YAY! :) i know blue socks don't match with red shoes ah but who cares man? :D

so all the more reason i'm going training! kekeke XD

8th week is next :)

Hello my dear, you kill me gently.
If you can't cry out that you can't save me, do you at least know what you're doing?

The trembling won't stop.
I will break my ties with the pain that only I can understand with my mind.

Let my wishes reach the ear that knows a newborn's baby voice and,
somehow please make them sink in...
Deep, so that they never touch me again.
And those warped memories that laughs.
Forget me, for me. You can't save me.
Is it wrong? Answer me.

Let your eyes sway and waver.
Because there is nothing but lies and tears.
My hand, eyes, mind and breath.
What is left behind in the end are the memories that are burned...
that can't even love a person.

5TH WEEK

2010-03-23T02:16:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | nerdy]

HELLO! :D this will be the summary of my 5th week of holidays :)

on the 16th, went to Swissotel again with Erra to hand in our forms. we hope for the best! :D

THEN CAME THE 19TH :D highlight of the week! Sentosa + Picnic + Erra's birthday celebration.

WOOOOOOO! *pops confetti*

it was raining heavily but, when we reached Siloso it was cloudy :D thankfully!

Wani couldn't make it cause she was sick, so she owes us an outing :) Possessed ah amaciam? :D

we played Monkey, Dog and Bone. Monkey in the water :)

i didn't have any intention to get wet at all. i only wanted my legs to get wet but people like Shyuks and Yew Aik will never let that happen :(

DOG AND BONE! :D i chose number 3. lo and behold! Lincoln, the opposing team was number 3.

of course i didn't give him chance ah! throw sand at him, push him, smack him :D

there was once number 3 was called, and he was as usual being blur, i ran out and took the thing and ran back :D he only realized it after i took the thing. kekeke XD

LINCOLN! EAT. YOUR. HEAD! =P

but he annoying ah, every time he scores a point for his team, he'll laugh his stupid idiotic laugh -.-

but like i care, i'll just anyhow abuse him ah :D

& i let him take pictures with my camera and omg, he is bad at it =.=" but it's okay lah. at least his nice enough to help us take :D

we get to know a little about everyone's love life :D kekeke XD i'm curious about things like this. Yew Aik want to lie also cannot lie =P

the very first thing me and Erra did :D eatttttttttttt!

me and Cheryl's work :) we buried anything we wanted.

IN THE CAR :D kekeke XD 5 people squeezed at the back :(

Shyuks got the best seat -.- unfairrrrr! Lincoln, Naz, Erra, Cheryl and me had to squeeze :(

so sad!

there were police checking the cars nearing Vivo, then because there were 5 people squeezed at the back, we were quite scared ah. but as usual, the first to ever panic over this kind of thing is Lincoln -.-

"what if the police catch us ah?" then after we passed one police, Erra goes "later in front also have ah." -.- hahaha XD

Erra's belated birthday celebration! :D

i actually did a little something for her you know! but i didn't bring -.- sad case.

and us 3 suck at taking pictures :D

a day well spent with the Teo's minus Wani plus Naz :D

so that's the 5th week :) enjoy your 6th week Republicans :D

4TH WEEK

2010-03-16T01:14:00.003+08:00

MOOD | full]

4th week has flown awayyyy :( and in that week i didn't train hard! kwang kwang kwang! =P

train harder! train harder! train harder! :D

besides training, i had a mini shopping spree on Thursday with mama and number 1 :) kay lah, it's not really shopping cause i was just buying things which i need :D

likeeeeeee, jeans! i got 2 from Uniqlo :D superrrrr satisfied!

also my Sunday's (Itouch) cover! got a really nice blue cover :D veryyyyy happy!

& randomly bought a watch for $9 :D freaking excited :) i cannot resist watches :D

then had dinner at Carousel :D woooooooo! FIRST TIME :) been wanting to dine there for months and finally got it :) seriously, i liked the interior design more than Straits Kitchen :D kekeke XD

i liked the table setting too! it has more classy feeling :) see! i'm not biased =P i worked at SK before but i prefer Carousel :) but food wise, they cannot be compared lah.

dessert was awesome :D kekeke XD ate until super full, like there's no more space :) so, worth the money :D

that concludes my much loved Thursday :) and i skipped training the next day cause i was tired, and i woke up late. my bad :(

SUNDAY! :D went to Swissotel with Erra and Wani to attend the training day. thank you Cheryl for informing me :) we arrived 40mins after the training started =/ our bad. HAHAHA XD

we didn't hand in any forms on that day cause we didn't have the documents they wanted photocopied.

so~ we had to come down another day to hand it in. they better hire us cause i want to save up for Uni :D

okay bye! :D

3RD WEEK

2010-03-09T00:37:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | blank]

3rd week! & it's becoming a habit for me to update weekly :)

it was spent with a lot of watching dramas and reading books :D Witch Yu-Hee, which Shyuks kindly lent me and Code Blue 2 :)

& completed 2 books by Cecilia Ahern :D favourite author! 'The Book Of Tomorrow' and 'The Gift'

still have 1 more book by her i have yet to complete. THIS WEEK :D shall finish it!

that's basically how i spent the 3rd week :D time for myself :)

i'm beginning to question myself why i put myself through such torturous trainings :(

the Wings competition...i don't want a repeat of that, so i shall train my hardest! even if it's torturing the hell out of me :D sucks to be a disappointment.

----

i'm bored! so let's do this thing :D

List your favourite member(s) from each of the following groups :

1. DBSK - U-Know Yunho :DDD Gwangju country boy!
2. Big Bang - DAESUNG! :) funny guy!
3. Super Junior - Eunhyukkie! rapper + dancer FTW.
4. SHINee - KEY!:)
5. 2PM - Wooyoung.
6. 2AM - Jo Kwon :D
7. BEAST - Dong Woon :) i still think he should have his hair red again. bestt!
8. F.T.Island - Jonghyun :D
9. F.Cuz - GET GET GETTING JIGGY :D i don't like this band!
10. ZE:A - Hyung Shik?
11. Epik High - Tablo!
12. MBLAQ - Lee Joon? but i don't know. slightly moving over to Mir and G.O :D cause they're funny :)
13. U-kiss - ELISON KIM KYOUNG-JAE! anddd KISEOP :D the musclesssss! <3
14. SS501 - no preference~~
15. C.N.Blue - LEE JONGHYUN! :D
16. Girls Generation - HYOYEON! <3 think i have a girl-crush on her =DDDD
17. Kara - Goo Hara!
18. 2NE1 - Minzy :)
19. 4minute - no preference~~
20. F(X) - Sulli. her smile's the bestt!
21. Wonder Girls - no preference. and i think the new member looks weird =/
22. After School - GAHEE! think i have a girl-crush on her too :D
23. Brown Eyed Girls - Narsha.
24. Rainbow - i don't know the members! BESTT!
25. T-ara - EUNJUNG!
26. Jewelry - Park Jung Ah~
27. Seeya - love the songs but...i don't know the members :) peace!
28. Davichi - the one with the better voice :D kekeke XD
29. Secret - don't know the members~~

Favourite boy group?
- DBSK?

Favorite girl group?
- HAHAHA XD secretly, it's KARA. kay now it's not a secret cause ya'll know :(

Favourite pairings from the stated groups, or any other Kpop artist(s)?
- secretly, again :D Eunhyuk and Hyoyeon :D kekeke XD i don't know lah. both dance well mah.

Favourite solo artist(s)?
- Lee Hyo Ri :D BOA?

Favourite songs right now?
- SHINee Y.O.U :D besttt!

First kpop song ever?
- Loveholic - Ee Byul Mot Han Ee Byul. sad song :'(

First kpop music video ever?
- DBSK :D

First kpop love (group/solo)?
- DBSK!

First variety show?
- Starrrrr GOLDEN BELL! :D

A song you always/usually listen to EVERY day?
- none. i shuffle them.

Your favorite music video?
- none..?

Any of your friends into kpop and who?
- quite a handful :D like Erra babyyy!

Which group/artistes can you see yourself being dedicated to for the rest of your time into Kpop?
- DBSK :D just quickly settle your dispute with your company can or not? :D

2ND WEEK

2010-02-28T18:08:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | tired]

HI WORLD! :D kekeke XD so how did i spend my 2nd week of holidays? :)

needless to say, trainings were a part of it :( & on Monday i had to go training on my own :'( cause Cheryl had work, Wani had lady's problem and Erra woke up late. SAD TO THE MAX OKAY! i felt like i was in a boys team!

but Erra & Wani came on Wednesday :D we admit ah, we walked every time there's an up slope :)

cool down, we had someone new joining us :D Makcik Malaysia :)

then on Wednesday night, we randomly agreed to go out to town, or city side, according to Lincoln :D on Thursday :) we had all Teo's except for Yew Aik and Cheryl :(

the youngest and eldest sis <3

& the father and the pet, eagle :D HAHAHA XD

don't ask me why Shyuk's the pet, ask Wani! :D

walked around Wisma's Isetan cause Erra had vouchers, but halfway decided to eat at Cineleisure's KFC. & i had a seriously hard time eating my Bandito cause the damned chicken just doesn't want to tear!

& Wani kept hinting us to watch Dear John, in which we did -.- she kept going "Dear John" that every time in the movie, they said "Dear John", we laughed :D

& i heard Wani's sniffs :D kekeke XD she cried a lot!

after the movie, walked back to Wisma's Isetan, then to Far East, then to Shaw's Isetan. my legs wanted to break! :(

we all went home empty handed! HAHAHA XD but it was a good day well spent :)

then came the 27th! the blardy competition none of us wanted to run :D HAHAHA XD Erra couldn't run cause she had to go Jakarta :( i miss you already!

& we were running in the Women's Open category lah! just imagine all those super duper fast runners! -.- intimidating like shit!

mind you! Women's Open is worse than POL-ITE! so in conclusion, we, girls, will not run for IVP :D

but we girls did great considering the fact we were in the Women's Open :) so don't be too hard on yourselves! :) let's just train harder, but have fun at the same time :) for POL-ITEs :D we'll just say no to IVP and any other Women's Open :)

& after washing up at TP, we were all high again ^^, being extremely loud at LJS and walking around Tampines :D

& today's Sunday! :) && my drama is starting soon :D

19th March! :D the 'remix' picnic, according to Wani :D let's make this a success!

1ST WEEK

2010-02-23T01:53:00.004+08:00

[MOOD | relieved]

first week of holidays has ended and i'm confident enough to say i've spent it wisely :)

the 19th was hell tiring! :( had training at Macritchie in the morning and Chingay in the evening.

training was alright, but the Chingay! OMG! had to stand throughout the entire thing! :(

&& i was lucky to be in the same group as Cheryl :) cause Lincoln and Erra were in other groups.

though it was super tiring to stand, the awesome view of the parade, the easy job of crowd control and messaging Jack & bro during the parade made it all better :D

as much as i love my phone, i really hate the camera. hah! but, no complains :) i got to take pictures for memories :D

i got extremely excited when i saw their performance! Cheryl wasn't actually, until she saw one of their stunts, then she got excited along with me :) they were the best ah seriously!

wanted the purple one but they didn't come to our side during their practice session :( but this shall do :)

& the reason why i wanted to help out at this Chingay event? the floats! :D

there's a lady sitting there you know! D: waah~ it was so high up!

i liked this one the most :)

& Kung Fu Panda! :) the one Cheryl wanted to see.

FIREWORKS! :D it's been a reallyyyyy long time since i've seen them.

the aftermaths :)

& meet Cheryl, she was my partner :D HAHAHA XD told you i took your picture =P

OH! everytime the performers came, they always gave out this white smoke thing which sort of made it difficult for us to see the parade and it suddenly reminded me of CS! -.-

the way Lincoln always kills me =.= idiot. throw the damn thing, then run to me and shoot me.

we skipped the 2nd day cause i don't think my legs can take standing for more than 5 hours anymore! haha XD

buttttt, I GOT TO GO BODY WORLDS WITH MY SISTER :D i've been wanting to go since last year!

it was AWESOME! so interesting! the giraffe's heart is freaking HUGE! it's like the size of a newborn baby!

& then we did a little shopping :) & i had to decide whether to buy a wallet or itouch. i saw a really nice, simple wallet but it costs $66! :( i ain't got that much cash with me! & i didn't know it'll be that ex! & yes, i do need a wallet. haha XD

so i decided to finally buy the itouch after thinking about it since last year! -.- haha XD yes, i think a lot! but i don't regret it :D

cause my ipod nano rejects certain songs but the itouch doesn't :) so, no complains! & i can bejewel all my time away :) woo!

the itouch's name is Sunday and it's a she :) HAHA XD new found love baybeh!

ah~ that was pretty wordy. haha XD

I'M GETTING DARKER! :( shit man. this is saddddd! D:

i shall now drown in my sorrows T____T kekeke XD goodbye!

i hope this makes up for the lack of updates :)

SPURRRRR

2010-02-18T19:13:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | listless]

HAHAHA XD well said! just like a father :D

me and Shyuks agree that during SLA fiesta, Lincoln should wear his contacts and dye his hair chestnut brown so that he can attract the girls to join our IG =D

but instead, he said that *points to above* HAHAHA XD

group of sis = Erra, Wani, Cheryl and me! :D

& i like this pm of mine! :D all thanks to Bowler Leong :) or Xiao Bai or Jack =D kekeke XD

his encouraging words during the studying-for-Marketing time -.-

BUT MARKETING IS OVERRRR! no more Marketing =DD awesomezz!

*sighs* i really have no idea what to update my blog with.

maybe i should just close it ah =DD

training tomorrow at Macritchie! D: freaking 8.30am!

let's train hard! =D

UT WEEK!

2010-02-07T20:44:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | listless]

thank you Jack! :) really truly appreciate it! :D

cause i didn't really think you would buy it for me, and even if you did, i thought you'll buy the normal bars, and still even if you did, i thought you'd buy either Mars or Kit-Kat... buttttt!

YOU BOUGHT BOTH! =D a huge pack one at that! :) really thank you!

& i know you secretly like the name we gave you ^^, XIAO BAI! =D kekeke XD

i'll miss having you in class :( i know we bully you most of the time ah =D

classes with W46J is overrrrrr! :( i'll miss being in the same class as them :(

but at least i know i'll see a lot of Cheryl, Erra and Ray :D DIDM ftw! :)

breakfast with Wan, Mira, Weiping, Naz, Cheryl and Erra :D & catchinggg! =DD

unbelievable! Year 1 is coming to an end! D: so fasttttt!

Communication UT is overrrrr! :D it was good! everything i studied for got tested :)

after the test was just... random & spontaneous! haha XD

we had a hard time searching for seats so that we can eat :( it was WARRRR! :'(

everywhere had no empty seats for 6 people! but we had them at Banquet :)

& on the way to Causewaypoint, we made Shyuks join us! :D & he did! kekeke XD

after lunch, Lincoln left for Bedok to make tarts :) the rest of us went to Beach Road, cause Cheryl thought they sold running shirts there but they didn't :(

so we went to Queensway, then Ikea then Vivo D: RANDOM MAX! we traveled Singapore! :D

& we had dinner at Banquet before sitting at Vivo's top :)

reached home at 11+ O.O pretty late but it was an awesome day :D tiring though -.-

done with Maths revision :) just need to practice :( need to learn how to applyyyy!

no problems with Problem 8 - 12, cause that's just A Maths and lucky i took that in Sec school =DD

alright! ALL THE BEST for the rest of the UTs everyone! :D

POL-ITE

2010-02-01T22:39:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | grateful]

FINALLY! the day i dreaded the most is overrr! :) no more stressing over and over again :D

really thankful for Shyukur! for being there, warming up with me, accompanying me all the way to the call room even though his reporting time was way later :)

he calmed me down and occupied me with positive things! =D this future captain is awesomezz!

i know i trained hard, gave my ultimate best during trainings :)

it's okay if i didn't hit the timing :D what matters to me is that... i had 6 people behind me :) kekeke XD

9th position is good enough for me! :)

so i didn't get top 8, just like what brudder wanted me to aim for. but 9th is enough to get treated to Laksa! ^^, thanks bro! i'm still waitinggggg!

& i'm sure as hell that i pushed during the race =D so i'm happy and satisfied.

before race!

after warming up with Shyuks! :)

after race!

getting ready to cheer for the 5km boys! :)

Yew Aik and Lincoln! :) 12 and a half rounds of shouting! :D we are awesomezz!

JUNIORS! but got someone extra ah =DDD hahaha XD

supposed to be only Year 1's but why got 1 Year 2 there? haha XD

POL-ITE is overrr! :) up next! Wings Competition D: say whaaaaaaaat?

no break one eh! :(

Erra & Cheryl JIAYOU! =D can do it!

Wani no need ah. cause you got experience already :D

& thank you for supporting me! :) i heard all of your cheers! :D it gave me strength to push for that last stretch! :)

& i still miss running and training days with Diana & Siti :) aitrackteam :D

W46J IN BIG KID'S CLOTHING :D

2010-01-25T21:55:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | tired]

22nd January was our formal wear day! :) the day started way too horrible! >:(

the rain was so horribly heavy that i was late! Cheryl, Erra and me took the taxi from Woodlands interchange to school -.-

the rain was really heavy! but we weren't marked late! =D awesomezz!

all the ladies wanted to take a picture with this Gangsta! :D

& this stupid silly guy! the day before, me and Cheryl keep telling him to wear red or yellow tie but look at the colour of his tie! -.-

& he didn't use it during the day! we forced him to use it when we wanted to take a picture =D

kekeke XD

& lastly, ladies in black! =D kekeke XD awesomezz!

2 weeks left with W46J :( i don't want new classmatessssssss :'(

Year 1 is ending soon! OMGZ! so fast!

& i only have 2 trainings before D-Day D: kekeke XD

so... i'm going to clear my mind and just train hard! =D

so this shall be my motivation :)

sweaty, arm muscles & veins :) all he needs is red hair now! :D

HAHAHA XD JUNG YONG HWA~~

TRAINING

2010-01-16T12:41:00.004+08:00

[MOOD good]

drawn by Mira during Web & New Media's break :) awesomezz!

i told her to draw the details on my shirt too! :D

training later on, 4pm at CCAB! D: so lazyyyy to make my way there! :(

oh yes! training last tuesday was just plain horrible! *wipes sweat*

200m x 8 pacing with the guys! :( i trained hard!

& Wani was absolutely wanimazing on thursday! :)

20mins fast pace without stopping after so long of not running!

come to think about it, lately i have nothing to blog about! -.-

kekeke XD

mass msn convo with the trackers are fun! :)

we had a crazy time in class yesterday because of that!

Cheryl, Erra, Huixian, Shyukur & Lincoln. complete madness man! :D

& lastly, i like people with red hair! =DDDDD

REPUBLIC & BIRTHDAY!

2010-01-10T00:04:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | sleepy]

RP open house! 7 - 9 Jan :)
helped out on all 3 days alongside Cheryl & Erra :D

student leader on the 7th with Erra -.- complete failure!
students weren't that cooperative. it was difficult to get them together as a class.
even difficult to get them to stay and walk as a class! =.=" ultra madness!

student helper on the 8th & 9th. it was a whole lot better!
was like a tape recorder on the 8th cause i kept repeating the same thing.
& on the 9th was like a robot cause did the same thing over and over again -.-
BUT IT WAS FUN! especially collecting all the badges and all the free stuffs =D

got all the badges from the different schools and centres :)
though we are from SIT, we had to beg for those badges! :( BUT WE GOT IT! yeahh!
CED was the easiest to get cause Vijay was there :D

now that the open house is overrrr, TIME TO RECOUP MY LOST SLEEPING HOURS! =D
but before i go...

to one very special person;

it's slipshod work buttttt~ you get the idea :)

2009 HAS BEEN...

2009-12-31T18:13:00.005+08:00

[MOOD | bored]

2009

was a combination of good and bad.

started on an unexpectedly good note, then bad, then it all got better :D
i've had someone leaving me, i've had new people coming into my life.
i've experienced the brutal, extreme hurt of getting my feelings betrayed, i've seeked happiness and joy from every little small things that people do or happened.

but through all that, i believe... it all happened for a reason :)

i hope, 2010 will start off good :) & i know, at least i know now that... 2010 wouldn't be as dramatic as 2009, because i've made a good decision about a certain thing in 2009. && i know for sure, that i will never be taken for the same ride anymore, ever again :D

special thanks to Cheryl and Erra :)
for reasons which i shall not disclose... cause i am a very shy person! ^^,

RP TRACK CAMP

2009-12-23T20:09:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | tired]

track camp was fun! :) wasn't boring and dead.
it rained heavily after we've pitched all the tents :D so that's lucky!
so we played Murderer while the rain subsided.
every time i get the murderer card i feel so pressurized cause i can't wink for nuts! -.-
& when i caught the attention of the person, my eye just doesn't want to wink so i ended up laughing =.="

then it was Captains Ball! =D it was a junior vs senior game, and we lost by a huge difference! D:
then we re-shuffledand played again! :) & Lincoln was being mean to me! :(
he kept trying to steal whatever balls i receive, tried to intercept, tried to block =.=" & HE'S VIOLENT! >:( never give chance one!

after all that, it was the dreadful training D: sure the girls ran lesser than the guys but we have to run faster cause... our distance was shorter! haha XD
guys have to run a whole round, 800m by the way whereas the girls run half a round.
so 2 girls complete a round! =D kay lah, there were only 2 girls then the rest ALL guys! haha XD
& SO STRESSFUL! cause it was like a relay! and our first runner came in first.
when i started running, the rest of the guys started to overtake quickly! =.=" STRESS OR WHAT! then i was last!
then my 2nd round, we were 3rd. my last round, we were 2nd. buttttt~~ we finished first! cause we had 2 strong guys who probably pushed like hell! haha XD

bathed and dinner! :D
the girls slept at around 12plus. the guys were still playing cards.
1plus i woke up and heard them say "eh, want go mcdonald?"
=.=" HAHAHA XD 8 people minus the driver squeezed in 1 car! unbelievable!
they came back at 3/4 plus lah! haha XD

that should sum up the camp ah :) cause the next day we were supposed to go for a long morning run but~ Lincoln, Erra, Pradeep and me didn't =P we were lazyyyyyyy!
feeling guilty, me and Lincoln will go for tomorrow's Bedok Reservoir training :D haha XD

LASTLY! MY SISTER IS BACK FROM JAPAN! =D BWAHAHA XD
& she bought me a...... new earpiece =.="
i already have an Audiotech headphone, and recently i just bought a Skullcandy earpiece cause seriously the bass is OMG AWESOMEZZ!
now, i have a new earpiece from Japan which... CAN'T BE FOUND IN SINGAPORE! =D

sorry ah, Nokia camera sucks ah =P haha XD
but yeah, i think it's some Graphic Artist designed thing. i have to read back the box ah. huuhuu~
980yen only but IT'S FREAKING GOOD AH! :D i like i likeeeee~ :)
& she bought so much snacks! :) I LIKE IT EVEN MORE! haha XD

ahh~ training at Bedok Reservoir tomorrow! :(
but i can come at 8.30am =D keke. that's cause i complained a lot and Coach let me come at that time!
also because he knows i cannot wake up that early ah =P heh heh.

haha XD this should be my longest & detailed entry to date! :)
good good :D huuhuu~

LET'S FLY FLY~~

2009-12-16T20:41:00.004+08:00

[MOOD | accomplished]

training tomorrow -.- 8am at Bedok Reservoir D:
say whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat? :'(
i'm not even sure if i can wake up on time! =.="
if i can't go/wake up, then i'll just settle with running on my own at the route near Canberra Sec :D
& i'm not letting Cheryl go for this one :) see! sucha nice friend =D

Tuesday's training was tougher :'( but managed to complete about 9 rounds :D
kay lah, supposed to be 10, but i lost count =/ BWAHAHA!
& Erra always misses out on the tough trainings =.=" tsktsk. you've to catch up a lotttt! & i mean fitness ah! haha XD
i slept at 8pm that day! :D all the wayyyyyyyyy till 11am the next morning :D awesomezz!

21st, aitrack bbq
22nd, rptrack camp 2D1N
23rd, 4e5'08 class outing

it's a given i won't be going on the 21st -.- come on lah. all the previous track bbq, i had people pushing me to go.
like Diana pulling me out of my bed =.=" LITERALLY! & the subsequent ones with people going "must go!", "eh go lah" -.-
it's also a given i won't be going on the 23rd -.- i've got no money and i don't think i can make it on time even! since 23rd is the day i go back home from the track camp.
& if you're wondering why i'm even going to the track camp... it's because i have to -.-

13th dec was me and Diana's.....
4TH YEAR ANNI :D LOL! we're so loving! HAHA XD
i miss everyoneeeeeee! :D

few more hours till 17th dec :D let's just wish before i go :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUMBER 1 :D
& happy birthday to Eizul too! :)

POINTLESS RANTS

2009-12-12T15:18:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | dorky]

SWALLOWING IS PAINFUL! :(

skipped 2 days of school for my much needed rest :D
the feeling of fighting fever to study for test is horrible!
what more when your mouth taste freaking disgusting :(
popped in 2 panadol before test and training :D it's effective!
but Cheryl scared me by saying panadol kills brain cells? =/

training was plain tiring! run up to 6th floor x 10 D: tiring max!
but managed to do it while sniffing up my...mucus =D

i'm missing Number 2 alreadyyy :'( & it's only been what? a day! :(
& it doesn't help that i can't welcome her back on the 22nd all thanks to track camp =.="
BUT IT'S OKAY! =D even though all 3 of us always wanted to go Japan, i'm happy that at least 1 of us get to go :)
my time will come :D Japan, Korea, Thailand, Brunei, Russia & Hungary! =D
i really really want to go Hungary, Budapest ^^, & i want to see the mosque at Korea, Itaewon.

i suck at the game Naz lent me :( all i do is die! D:
want to throw bomb, also cannot aim properly. throw at the wall, then the bomb bounce back, hit member, member die =.="
then i accidentally released a bomb, and wth! i was in a confined area, I DIED LAH >:(
BUT IT'S OKAY! =D cause i have until the end of the holidays to become a pro ^^, feewit!

LET'S PLAY A GUESSING GAME! =D

in the picture, what is Laila focusing on? =DDDDDD

STILL

2009-12-06T18:32:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | pleased]

hello world! :) i am extremely happy and pleased :D
you know why? do you want to know why? huh huh huh? =DD
becauseeeeeee, I HIGHLIGHTED MY HAIR AGAIN :) woots!
VIOLET BAYBEHHHHHHH! =DDDDDDDD
the colour turned out EXACTLY the same as the sample and OMG! so purtyyyyyy~ :D

i've 3 colours now! :) black, brown and violet :D
it's supposed to be copper-red but it faded to a nice shade of brown ^^,
waaaaaaah~ i don't want the violet to fade :'( but the fate of colours like red and violet, they'll fade D:
i took pictures butttttt~ the colour doesn't look nice on pictures :(
heh, I'M A HAPPY GIRL :DDDDD can you tell? :)

=.=" BUT OMG! i've a 20cents library fine by RP >.< & i'm supposed to settle it before 7th dec cause if i don't, i won't have access to LEO D:
HOW TO STUDY LIKE THAT TOMORROW!? >:(

i told Erra & Naz i like sweaty guys :D but you know what they replied? -.-

(10:02 PM) The Sunday Girl;:	you know i like sweaty guys =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
(10:03 PM) Miss Vampire; Am:	eeeeewwwwwwwwwwwww GROSS
(10:03 PM) The Sunday Girl;:	WHYYYYYYYY? hot oh
(10:03 PM) Miss Vampire; Am:	urgh!!! sweaty = smelly

(10:05 PM) The Sunday Girl;:	eh i like sweaty guys ah HAHAHAHAHAHA XD
(10:06 PM) Peter:	wtf whats with u what this!

HOT WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAT~ =D
then if they wipe their sweat :) BETTERRRRRRR!

kay bye! i want watch drama :D

HEY! DECEMBER

2009-12-02T23:47:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | nostalgic]

i look back to catch a glimpse of you but you are getting farther & farther away.
i just wanna know if you feel the same, where you at?
i promised you that i'll be right here baby.

you, who never understood my feelings.
please don't hold her hand.

---

been feeling incredibly tired lately :(
slept for at least 30mins during breaks D:

but on a lighter note :DDDD IT'S DECEMBER! =D
December = CHRISTMAS SALE! = NEW WATCH! :) OH YEAH!

Nike Signature Lebron III orrrrrrrrr.....

Levi's Core...?

i want both ah, can? =D
ouh, can't wait can't wait! ^^,

training's been good :) didn't know i still had a little bit of my stamina :D
coach's comment regarding my piercings,
"if you remove some of your piercings i think it'll be lighter and you can run faster"
D: wth! besttt ah!

if i want to run for pol-ite next year, i better stop skipping training =D
Friday will be the last time! ... hopefully :)

watching 'You're Beautiful' makes me want a boyfriend like Shin Woo :)
he gives the girl surprises in a gentle-sweet-kind of surprise.
not the OMG-embarrassing-kind of surprise.
=.=" cause, i hate surprises.
aiya, i don't know how to explain lah, go watch then can understand :D

& the opening of this post? they're just lyrics :D
don't think otherwise! there's no hidden meanings! :)

letting go of someone important to you, is not love :(

700TH

2009-11-26T22:25:00.004+08:00

[MOOD | happy]

Happy Birthday once again to Laila Adha XD

17 years ago, 10:25pm :) night of the eve of Hari Raya Haji~
this birthday is much more special then June 10th :D
thank you Siraaj & Erra, for taking it seriously! ^^,

PICTURE

2009-11-23T20:46:00.004+08:00

[MOOD | lethargic]

Sunday cycling! =D

TO F:

2009-11-14T23:42:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | melancholy]

it's been 2 years since i confessed my feelings.
1 year to build it all up. trust and love.
but just a month for all of it to crumble down.

6TH WEEK BABY :)

2009-11-14T00:19:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | tired]

6th week was awesome :D

Wednesday was catching-then-hide&seek with Erra, Cheryl & Naz :)
with the massive repetition of "I SWEAR E WAS LOCKED" by me :D
& Erra scaring me with "Paranormal Activity" when i told her i saw something pass in the dark E room =.="
plus Cheryl & Naz teasing Erra & me with the freaky door sound >.<

Thursday was just aimless D:
webcam-ed like mad with the above people :)
then going home with Cheryl, Erra & Naz with ice-cream in our hands and walking in the rain :D
and the sudden race i had with Naz in the middle of our way to Causeway Point :)

Friday was a failed attempt to start training D:
HAHA! was so pumped and determined to run but in the end, training cancelled.
so had to go for the BBQ :(
but it was a nice chatting-session with Erra, Cheryl, Naz & Nizam ^^,

next Monday would mark the last UT1 =D oh yeah!
right now, my wisdom tooth is hurting like !@#$%^&*
& i'm so tired, i'll consider sleeping early today :)

ah~ i want a t-shirt that writes "SUNDAY" on the front HUGELY!
& i think i'm naturally born with a tired body =D haha!
go figure!

SPECIAL

2009-11-10T21:52:00.004+08:00

[MOOD | happy]

To Mama,

Thank you for the love and care you've given me all the time.
Thank you for all the support you've provided me.
Thank you for all the times you listened to my complaints.
Basically, thank you for everything.
For all that you've done for me in my whole 17 years of living.

I appreciate the support you and Ayah have given us 3.
From the secondary school I want, to giving up my first lateral transfer, to deciding whether or not to drop subjects, to after Os decisions, to course decisions and to many more.
You and Ayah have supported them all. Never have the both of you said no to all that we wanted to do in life and I really appreciate that.

But I apologize for the time I made you cry because I disappointed you.
I apologize for the time I made you worried.
I apologize for the time I vented my anger on you.
I apologize for all the mistakes or the wrong things I've done to make you feel sad or worried or disappointed.

You only approve 3 piercings of mine but you let me keep all 7.
You didn't like me highlighting my hair but you still allowed me to do it.
& I know I tease you by saying I'm lesbian and I have outrageous boyfriends.
But you know it's all in the name of fun :)

From cards, to hand-made things, to mini-tub Ben Jerry's and Haagen Dazs, to a piece of cake, to a whole cake :)
All coupled with hugs and kisses.
I've worked hard!

What I'm trying to say is, I'm thankful and appreciative of what you've done for us and that we love you very much :D
& we hope that we've made you proud ^^,

& then a week later i had red fringe =P

PS: please take good care of your knee! =D

COOKIES

2009-11-02T20:48:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | tired]

meet Cookies :) Peter named it!
she's just this extremely manja cat at the void deck where we accompanied Wan to increase his chances of getting lung cancer :D

itching to play Tekken 6 ^^,
i don't care if Xiao Yu is weak or what, she still is my favourite =D
&&&& Hwoarang :DDDDDDD

& i miss my black levis watch :(
&& UT1 starts tomorrow D:
&&& today is the season finale for Criminal Minds :'(
&&&& i shall go off now :)

HALLOWEEN

2009-10-31T16:29:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | good]

TO NUMBER 2 :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ^^,

NUMBER 3 LOVES YOU VERY MUCH =D

HOPE

2009-10-27T23:38:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | melancholy]

i don't want to live off hope.
bad news stops us for a while, but then we move on.
hope, is paralyzing.

OASIS

2009-10-25T03:21:00.005+08:00

[MOOD | sleepy]

For my one and only mistake,
You left and laughed it all off, like nothing happened.
Months later, only now am I able to come to terms with it.
That I've been cheated on, and betrayed.

But what matters isn't the past but now.
In i-don't-know how many weeks later, you're going to be a free man!

So, all the best for O's Firman :)
& to everyone else! :D

JITAK!

2009-10-23T00:45:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | satisfied]

spent most of my after-school time with Erra, Peter, Kelvin + Wan :)
used mostly Malay to converse O.O first time! D:

someone taught me how to Jitak, how to kick a person when the person is walking & the word mendak!
HAH! that's only my 8th time using that word XD

thank you ah Peter :D Jitak's the best!
but i still don't think i deserve that semi-full blow Jitak of yours >.<

Swensens with brudder in about 15 hours time :) hopefully!
1-for-1 ice-cream ^^,

HEART PAIN~~

2009-10-21T23:03:00.005+08:00

[MOOD | shocked]

$48 just to change a watch strap! D:

OH TO THE MY TO THE GOODNESS! D:

BABY LEVI'S IS KILLING ME! :(
i might as well buy a new Levi's if it costs that much to change a strap!
oh, heart pain heart pain T_____T

so for now, i'm stuck with my $20 watch until December :O
buy a watch during Christmas sale more worth it :D
Nike or Levi's ah amaciaaaaaaaam? =D

December December :) come faster! :D

my copper-red highlights fading :'(
it looks brownish now. but under school toilet lighting, red :D keke XD
but nevermind :D WHAT'S THE NEXT COLOUR? =DDDDDDDD

heh, i didn't do self-evaluation for 2 modules but both faci didn't say anything about it O.O

FRIDAY

2009-10-18T16:51:00.005+08:00

[MOOD | amused]

=.=" didn't do self-evaluation for Communication Practice.
this time, it took me 2 days to realize >.<
WAAH~ what is wrong with me ah? :(

Friday was Nicole the currypuff aunty's birthday bbq at East Coast :)
went with Daryl & Power.
all 3 of us wore red, it was unplanned! :D
the cake was Coffee Bean's Chocolate Of A Thousand Leaves :)
waah, cannot resist! ^^,

"satu hari brapa?" =P

=.="

2009-10-15T00:09:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | amused]

WAAH BEST!
didn't do self-evaluation for Marketing >.<

took me 1 day to realize =.="

DEAR HEART

2009-10-14T00:30:00.004+08:00

[MOOD | sad]

to my Heart, i'm so sorry.

BABY LEVIS PART 2 :(

2009-10-10T22:57:00.005+08:00

[MOOD | listless]

H.E.A.R.T.P.A.I.N :'(

i was trying so hard to not let it break, but when i got back home from school one day, IT BROKE! :(

Daryl says if i go to Levi's main branch it's only $28.
but if i go to normal stores they'll take $45 from you.
thing is, WHERE IS THE MAIN BRANCH!?
been googling but still cannot find T___T

Nike Signature Lebron III is... tempting =/
NO! I SHALL RESIST! baby Levis is precious! :D

a watch is essential for me. i feel freaking naked without them.
thank goodness i have this spare $20 watch Oma bought for me :)
it's a good replacement =D

school's been good lately :) new semester, new class :D
W46J seems easy to get along =D

ANNOYANCE

2009-10-08T09:58:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | annoyed]

it's your choice if you choose to smoke.
i don't bother or care.

but if you want to or like to shorten your lifespan early in the morning.
please do so, but don't shorten mine!

3 straight days of walking behind a person who smokes to school.
it's beyond what annoying can explain.

BABY LEVIS :(

2009-10-06T23:11:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | blank]

my poor Levis strap semi-broke into half :'(
coming 2 years already T____T
if the strap can't be changed for unknown lame reasons, i shall invest in another watch!
sayyyyy, Nike? =DDDDD

waah~ then like that cannot buy bicycle.

MEET... ELI :D

2009-10-03T03:02:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | lazy]

guess who's happy to see my red highlights slowly fading? =D
of course! my Oma! =.=" which is silly cause she was the one who was okay with me highlighting my hair O.O
Ayah thinks green would look nice -.- & he calls me ah lian now >.<

Azri: Laila, is tis u?
Laila: Laila has changed her number :)
Azri: Huh? Serious ni... Hu is tis then?
Laila: Laila Adha lah!
Azri: Haha, biase kau eh. Eh, i msg ni, ada hajat...
Laila: Okay. Shoot!
Azri: I want minang u bleh? Haha...!
Laila: Oh, boleh. Bile mau?
Azri: Haha, kalau boleh, malam ni jugak.
Laila: Okay. Set!
Azri: Ok set, kite meet skarang jugak, tok kadi da tunggu ni...

BWAHAHAHAHA! XD

anywayyyy~ point of my entry is for me to introduce you to...

ELI! (ee-lai) :D
OH MY GEE! 1 year older than me only :)
despite the veins not popping out ^^, but the arms are... waaah~ thumbs up yo!

& whenever he raps parts like this;

"girl you are my favourite"
"from the bottom of my heart, i'm the man who can treat you right"

OH MY GEE part 2! :D TERASE MANZXZXZZ! :)

pardon my fangirl-ing ah but i rarely do this loh.
i'm not like Diana or Mim ah :)
this one rarely happens ah. and when it does, LAYANKAN JE LAH! =DDDD

& i shall ruin this special moment *wipes tears* with Hyuk :D

fuuh~ okay, goodnight everyone! :D

2009-09-29T16:44:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | satisfied]

WILL.YOU.SHUT.YOUR.

DISGUSTING.MOUTH?

SPEAK.WHEN.YOU.KNOW.

WHO.YOU'RE.TALKING.TO.

VERY.SORRY?

EVEN.THE.DOGS.PASSING.BY.

WOULD.LAUGH.

don't bother guessing who.
it could even be you, when you least expect it =D
kay, no. kidding! kekekekeke XD

PS: my red highlights are BRIGHT red under the sun/light :( it looks orangey too.

ANOTHER FAVOUR

2009-09-27T04:02:00.006+08:00

[MOOD | aggravated]

SERIOUSLY, DON'T

TRY TO

DEAL WITH

MINE WHEN

YOU CAN'T

EVEN DEAL

WITH YOURS!

2009-09-25T22:40:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | happy]

cycled all the way from Yishun to RP :)
then RP to Sembawang to Yishun :D

FEELS SO GOOD TO FINALLY CYCLE AFTER HOW MANY YEARS!

but... pantat sakit ah :(

BIG thank you to Siddiq, Firman and Daniel for lending us 3 bicycle-less people theirs :)

i seriously love cycling =D
should have my own bike XD

LATE

2009-09-22T23:09:00.002+08:00

[MOOD | drained]

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

saya, Laila Adha ingin menyusun sepuluh jari hingga jari kaki sekali,
untuk meminta maaf atas semua kesalahan saya terhadap anda.
jikalau ada yang tersilap kata atau terkasar bahasa, harap dimaafkan.
.
.
.
.
.
.
forgive me if my malay is wrong.

first day of raya;
*phone rings*
"bilang yayi tak de kat rumah"

LOL! my grandfather's the best :)

"assalamualaikum"
"yayi belum lagi mandi dah datang"

grumpy or whaaaaaaaaaaat?

selamat hari raya to all muslims :)

DREAM

2009-09-17T17:24:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | hopeful]

i had a dream today, which is weird cause i rarely have them.
and when i do, i hate them so much because it makes me feel like i didn't have a good sleep.
but in that dream, there was this absolutely nice guy.

i wanted him to be real.

IRRITATING

2009-09-12T00:32:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | tired]

i think it's frustrating how sometimes my IPod rejects certain songs >:(
makes me want to get a new mp3 of a different brand.
but my IPod is still in very, very good condition :(

BENETTON!

2009-09-06T18:11:00.000+08:00

[MOOD | lazy]

though as much as i want people to know that i do love Yunho ^^,
the picture... sadly, is not about him.
IT'S THE 200 BENETTON BICYCLE!!! =D

WHAT.A.BEAUTY! XD
but it's a WHOPPING $406! :(

although i really want that Green Benetton, point of this entry is to show you, the kind of bicycle i want :)
which is exactly like that Benetton.
except i want a basket at the front and a pillion seater at the back :)

ahhh~~ :'(

TODAY...

2009-09-01T18:34:00.000+08:00

[MOOD | lazy]

today's the 11th day of fasting...
and i'm wondering why i haven't had dendeng or air kathira yet :(

today, the postman knocked on our door to deliver what seems to be my registered mail.
but whats this? NO ONE OPENED THE DOOR! >:(
now i have to make my way down to Yishun PO to get it >.<
=.=" oh, so lazy!

PS: blogger is still screwed up. loser =.="

HOLIDAYYYYY!

2009-08-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

[MOOD | tired]

UT's overrrrrrrrrrr :) holidays startedddddddddd! =D
for now, i just want to play Sims 3 until i go crazy XD

Hyuk is...
from head to toe, HOT ISSUE =D

W.D.I.F.I.L.W.Y

2009-08-24T01:34:00.003+08:00

[MOOD | geeky]

i've been having short hair since... sec 2
i dare not see myself with long hair =/